i used to be very persistent in pursuing the dreams and goals which i had.
i used to be able to put down everything, and leave with my luggage to study overseas, if necessary.
i seem to have no worry at all, regardless of what will happen eventually.
but now,
if im stuck.
it came to me that, even if one day,
i got a chance,
to go overseas to pursue what i always wanted,
i might stop and ponder.
can i really leave this island,
to study and perhaps never come back again.
can i really,
get to live the way i wanted.
sigh,
perhaps,
one cann never always get what they wanted.
-emo-
a fulfiling day ends with a
long, warm shower,
a nice leg massage,
and an early good night sleep.
and and and,
i fell in love in pedicures!
:D