i have a whole list of wishes...
birthday wishes,
christmas wishes,
new yr wishes..
whatever they are called.
but these are my motivation for next yr!!!!
i wanna go
(1) taiwan trip with ms kee and hopefully ms oh as well!
(2) a cruise trip to wherever it shall bring me!
(3) a nice yet short batam trip so i cann admire the beach, sunset/rise and some massage!!!
i wanna
(1) have an itouch! (my mp3 is dying on me!)
(2) go back to study! (its about time! HA!)
(3) learn my long awaited bike lessonssssssss
(4) stay a night or two at the local hotel!! not hotel 81 though. -.=
omg,
i think they will cost a bundle!
i'll need to start saving!!!!!
unless i get some huge sponsors for my trips!
wahahahaha.
spoke at : 11:22 p.m.
i think i have a preferred liking of new and more interesting stuff.
yes,
im 喜新厌旧。。。
spoke at : 9:13 a.m.
the pain just increase as the months pass.
arhh.
and life has been made increasingly terrible due to these few "unwanted days".
and i believe,
if my gastric flu comes in tgt with menses,
i will cry to my death.
haha.
spoke at : 2:38 p.m.
omg,
thanks to my bro!!!!
i'm slightly richer now!
GASPS!
i cant wait for the wkn!!
WHEEEEEEEE
i love you, bro!!!
spoke at : 10:49 p.m.
ok, i open this window and i realised,
i couldnt type chinese.
ahhhhh...
since when has "han shen" plays such an important role in my daily life!!
:X
ok,
which means,
i have nth else to do,
except msn.
fine,
i shant grumble!
:P
spoke at : 5:42 p.m.
frustrated,
or rather, disappointed.
i really..
dont know what to say.
i really dont know what move should i do next.
i dont know whether this is happening to everyone and that im just being demanding or that,
im just being plain stupid and got myself into this mess.
i hate it when im presented with options that includes "unwanted choices".
its tiring enough to make decisions and yet,
i still have to THINK THRU which are the options that i should choose as i might just offend someone, who knows.
i hate it when im being asked and misled,
when things never going to happen.
then, whats the point of asking in the very first place.
i hate it,
when i have to wait and wait,
and ended wasting my time.
i hate it when i need to beg for replies.
fine,
if you are so unwilling,
why bother to start in the very first place.
its not like,
my life has to include you.
ARH
im irritated, badly!
and i just feel like tearing your head off.
spoke at : 12:22 a.m.
i told myself,
warn myself
that if this continues,
i will be in deep shit in future.
but,
i went along.
today,
when i looked back..
at how disobedient i cann be,
i regretted.
if it was continued like before,
will things be different?
sigh.
is it due to
(1) cant be bothered attitude or
(2) i seriously dont know how to take initiative
i still dont know.
but,
im getting worn off.
yet,
im falling in deeper.
:(
sounds contradicting,
feels contradicting as well.
what do i want in actual fact?
sigh.
days are bad.
spoke at : 12:13 a.m.
the very familiar scenes!
im mugging too people~!
just that i dunn have exams pending! :P
but because of the above reason,
im still slacking even aft 1.5 hrs of flipping the books.
ooooops/.!
time to buck up!
i dont have much time left!
;)
spoke at : 2:12 p.m.
当一个冲动的人开始犹豫，
开始三思而后行时。。。
一定。。。
有不对劲！
something must be wrong!
just that,
i dunno what.
sigh.
spoke at : 9:20 p.m.
stayovers are bad.
:(
you get addicted and you miss the night before.
anyway.
back from my trips.
started my new job.
utterly broke,
especially when they told me payday will only be...
END OF THE MTH.
oh gosh.
ladies and hunks.
DATE ME FOR DINNERS K?
but..
you guys gonna treat.
wahahaha.
:P
spoke at : 10:18 p.m.
tingx- 
