i NEED to rectify the problem AND solve it.
i haven been soooo frustrated before.
i hate myself.
*YELLS*
spoke at : 11:14 p.m.
i think i just landed myself in some shit.
-.=
how do i go about solving it,
lehsigh.
anyway,
ms xu &i went for the fish therapy thingy ystd!!!
omg.
the fish are sooooooo naughty cuz they keep tickling me!
and apparently,
ms xu was the brave one,
cuz only i screamed like there's no tml.
:(
the shopkeeper is like..
dont worry, dont look, you are doing well...
yes - just like a baby!
AHHHH.
so throw face!
but they are really very ticklish
MARsomemore all go under my feet!!!!
thats the MOST sensitive part LAR!
:(
on fri,
went house viewing @boon lay.
yepp,
i confirm moving out,
next week.
thats like fast.
i wonder if i cann adapt well,
but
papa & lil bro says i'll be fine.
you promised to visit eh!
:)
i wont say i wont miss this place at all,
but i guess i'll miss yishun more.
like i told wz,
i will be away from the places which i was once so familiar with.
its quite saddening.
ha!
met up with CHING on thurs for cheeky tgt with mr zhang!
passed her the pressie and she was so excited over it!
whats with the coconut and pomelo!
haha!!
althou the cap is green..
&i adore food,
but that has no link with this both!
:P
i'm glad u like it,
and will put it in good use.
you'll get to see me more often,
and remember to bring me ard to have good food at boon lay!
yes, ms ntu hall four, you too!
:)
i look forward to my new life!
at least i won't be bored there.
sooo many ppl ard that corner!
and ms he xiao han!!!
YOU TOO!
must meet me up for dinner k!
i know ur family seldom cook de!
hahahaa!
:P
spoke at : 11:32 a.m.
谢谢你在那一刻，
紧握着我的手。
在你自己还没恢复原状时，
想到的却是我的心灵。
虽然什么都没说，
但你用了最直接的方法，
让我感受到安慰。。
i told you,
you knew what i needed.
:)
还有你。。
虽然嘴上什么都不说，
但很明显的，
你很在乎。
因为我的一句话，
你为我赴汤蹈火。
因为我的一个表情，
你做了这么多。
但除了谢谢，
我什么都不能做。
唯一能的，
或许是配合你。。
假装什么都不知道。
=====================
met up with ching lady for CHEEEKY!
:)
&i was glad she loved the coconuty-lookalike pressie!
HOHO.
ching is right,
im always involved with "w".
and know what,
ching
Waiji.
i do have a fetish towards ppl wearing specs,
and i certainly prefer girls!
ooooooooooops/.!!
ok la ok la,
guan wei also w.
wei liang also w.
hahahha!
have fun with your projects!
& your shirt designing!!!!
:)
spoke at : 6:54 a.m.
humans are greedy to start of with.
once granted, you'd request for more.
i always wondered,
why are you always busy?
although you still take out time when i needed you the most (as in really in need),
im still greedy for more.
maybe i've been too into it.
or maybe both of us knew what we are to each other in actual fact.
i think i do know what i want,
just like the other time.
but i still refuses to let go,
just like the other time.
im still the same old stubborn me.
sigh.
spoke at : 11:22 p.m.
a short trip there,
then back!
within 50 hours?!
i told ws on the bus that i'd most prob update next week due to the report that i needed to hand up tml morning.
but,
i still couldnt resist to briefly update this crazy decision of mine.
heh.
i hadnt had a good sleep since last wed.
-.=!
and i've got so many stories to tell,
i need more time!!
alright,
i will come back on mon/tues night to update this happening life of mine!
:P
spoke at : 12:17 a.m.
Low Battery 的我们，
went home to 继续拼...
and then,
we forgot the supplements for night revision...
HUNGRY!to be continued..
after my report.
and,
happy birthday mr samuel!
im sorry i couldnt attend the mass celebration!
really sorry!
:S
spoke at : 11:35 p.m.
" Low Battery"
gadgets involved in the above situation currently are:
- new phone
- old phone
- laptop
- myself
coming up:
- the girl sitting opposite me
- the laptop belonging to the person above
*this is how a mugging day is like! :)*
minus off that
spinning headache,
nauseous feel - suspected pregnancy,
and the ever falling eyelids.
loves* and more to come!
spoke at : 9:03 p.m.
i know i miss school life.
i know i miss rumbling on the stuff i used to learn.
i know i miss having ppl whom i cann rant with - linking study stuff with our everyday life.
i know i should move on,
i know its more or less time to leave.
but something is holding back.
is it the people there?
is it the nice customers?
is it that my initial goal was not reached?
or is it just,
i couldnt decide.
like what he says,
the answer is v straightforward.
its just...
whether i wanna accept it anot.
everything is better over there,
so why m i still pondering.
why m i still hesitating.
why?
or is it just because,
i couldnt bear to leave...
just like this.
i should be less emotion based.
i should know when to let go.
i should learn.
spoke at : 11:49 p.m.
tingx- 