这格格不入的地方。
华丽又精心的外表，
有的却是冷漠无情的内涵。

这不是我的世界。
在这的一年多，
越待就越难过。
美丽但孤寂的泳池，
简单却冷淡的健身房。


我怀念旧家的温馨。
怀念邻居们的热情。
怀念纪家姐妹的相伴。
怀念李家小姐的房灯。

pissed.

i think i may need to consider changing my hp service provider.
why do i feel like my sms-es are being sent to the third dimension?!
or that, it is lost in the mist of delivering to the senders?!

growls*

crazY~

i had a movie marathon!!!!
5 hours of freezing moments in two diff cinema.
i must be mad.
but,
the feeling is shiok!!

like what jes was saying,
after one whole week of work,
taking a day off to watch two straight movies is nice!
definitely relaxing,
if you cann forgo the freezing sensatn in the cinema.
(why did i forget my jacket?!)

met up with ernie &ms ching to celeb ernie's bday ystd..
and went to watch red cliff!
denn met up with 许公公 to watch batman!
WOO.
and we have to choose the two longest movie available.

and i was telling 许公公 this was probably the forth or fifth movie i watched in a mth!
and half the time was with ms ching.
(Ehh, when did we become so close?! with all the dinners& movies dates. *winks winks* LOL!)

i still wanna watch x files and pathology lorr.
wahahahaha!
ok, i will watch during weekdays evening.
this aint a cheap hobby!
:P

ms ching and ms oh, pls page me when you are free to sneak out from your hostel alright?
keke.
WHEEE HEEE.

im so near to being twinny with mdm oh.
we share the similar earring,
at the similar side,
at the similar site.

and now,
we share the similar amt of pain!
RWAR.
see la.
nth to do go pierce what hole!

lols.
but i like my new stud.
:P

just hope mummy/daddy wunn discover it so soon!
wakakaka

bahhhh.
im so tired i get cranky.

i need sleep.
and i cant imagine myself having to work on national day this year.
grr.
:[

only five mths after graduation.
but in terms of:
emotionally,
physically,
mentally,
there are so many changes evolved.

made many new friends.
but they seem to be leaving one by one..

had many dreams.
but they just seem further and further..

and work,
has made me sooo exhausted i feel like doing nth but sleep whenever possible.

they made us work like robot - getting us to work as much as we could.
and we did it because the incentives are good.
-talking about that i just rmb my jackfruit ice cream is still in the fridge. :X

but,
on the other hand,
really miss school life.

miss the happenings..
miss the chiong-ings..
miss the homeworks.. (unbelievable)
miss the group works..
missing e entire process..

i suddenly felt as thou i will feel more comforted
IF i'll be attending school too.

uni life seem so fun.
yet it seems to get further and further away from my sight.
I WANT TO STUDY.

not that working life aint entertaining,
since i get to shop ard freely now.
i get to hang out in places which i'll seldom step in previously.
sth which i seriously was deprived of!
and i totally enjoy this new feeling.

confusion has set in ever since everyone is leaving to study..
ever since everyone has been settling down after some fun..
once again,
i felt like i was the playful one..
always being the slowest due to my playfulness.

and im feeling more emo today..
cuz i lost another grumbling partner at work today.
the toilet / after-work-rot-tgt / horlicks kaki.
no one will acc me to sparkz just for that cup horlicks anymore..
no one will laugh at me at cc chat over my silly acts..
no one will cc chat me to grumble abt the fussy/idiotic/horrible ppl.
no one will entertain me and rot with me in town just to walk ard.
no one will sit beside me during her lunch time just to talk rubbish.
and of cuz,
no one to help answer the shitty billing calls to ensure such smooth sailing calls.

i will miss you MR ching wai ai.
;P
and please do not count on mr zhang to entertain me.
as mentioned, he is far too busy for me lor!
LOL.

so do drop by for a cup of horlicks @ sparkz alright (prior arrangement required as you know ..... )
or a lunch date with me, mr zhang& jesline
followed by continuous one with ernie.
why not,
lets start from tml?!
12pm?!
^.^

i'll miss call you at 6am to remind you.
WAHAHAH!.
and i'll remind ernie when i see him in the office too!
:)

its still days away from payday.
yet,
i have already scheduled my finance..
on how to spend it the moment i got them in my a/c!

there are so many things i wanna get.
like dresses,
cargo pants, (looking for dunno how many MONTHS/YEARS already..)
sandals,
tank tops,
sling bag,
a new sets of earphone,
my facial products,
and
the long awaited new hp.

arhhhhhh.
so much for finance planning ehh.
by the time the date hits 20th,
i think my a/c amt would have been depleted.

but.
i really NEED all these lehhhhh!
right sheryl chong?

okie dokie.
we shall settle everything all at once when we meet on next sunday alrightie?
shop till we flat.
i want to make sure i go home BAGS-FILLED.
whee heeee!

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be quiet and won't give you a hard time - they'll be a joy to have around. However, you should teach them to be stronger and more confident in themselves. Otherwise they might grow up to be losers.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

mr ching has been influencing me to do personality quizzes recently.
and im so into it now!!!!!
but this is fun!
go try it!
:)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test70.aspx

i know how fickle minded i could be.
but i never realise i could be this indecisive,
or rather - not firm at all.
-.=!

i could made up my mind on the mrt trip between sembawang and admiralty,
and then decided to change my mind again while walking back home.
the distance is like so short and yet so many decisions could have ran thru.

never mind that,
i know i will prolly never make up any firm decision regarding that issue anyway.

but.
i'd love to have a short holiday.
i feel like im turning into a terrible workaholic.

trainings have been lined up so tightly this wk,
i even have to ot on weekendS.
which means to say,
i'll be working this sunday too. (hurray to double pay!)
and wkdays will end ard 8pm - if nth goes wrong (prays*)

i've to be that softhearted whenever they asked for ot-takers.
althou i usually dunn take more than 1hr per day on wkdays,
but its still very taxing even if im doing them on alt days or twice a wk.
the pay is tempting indeed,
but i still dinn get to see them in my acc (yet).

so, no impact on the $_$ side.
but,
the impact on the body is horrigible.
i've officially pronounced sunday as my sleeping day.
and i can and will really sleep more than 12hrs.
yes,
of cuz there are sounds of protests ard,
but i'd simply ignore and continue sleeping.
:X

i'd love to:
(1) go to pulau ubin for a cycling trip
(2) k and k and more k
(3) slacking away my youth at cafes, reading a book, looking at the passer by or flipping the mag
(4) some exercises (gasps* - cuz i feel myself rotting away in the office w/ my heels.)
(5) some therapy sessssssions! (masssage, spa or even pedicuresssssssss!)
and most imptly,
(6) more sleep

they seeem so unreachable thou.
:(
shall fulfil dream no 6.
tonight will definitely be a great night.
i spend 1.5hrs tuning my body into this light and comfy mode,
so that i can faint till tml morning.
MUAHA!