been tagged by yyoh to do this.
i hoped i do have the patience and energy to finish everything!
hoho.

1. What was the connection between you and the last person that called you?

brother& sister.

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?

yepp. especially when there is no reception. =.-!

3. What happened at 10.00am today?

was working (talking to some customer.)

4. When did you last cry?

a few weeks back?

5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

gardenia bread

6. What do you want in your life right now?

peace and harmony.

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

i run in the rain. (while praying i wunn slip and fall.)

8. Whats the favourite thing to have on your bed?

cookie monster& elmo& my blanket!

9. What bottoms are you wearing?

pants

10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox says?

hey girl. thanks for today, got neighbour feel. haha

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

think so?

12. Are you wearing anything that you borrowed from someone?

nope.

13. What was the last movie you went to see?

what happens in vegas.

14. What are you proud of?

err. nth.

15. What does the oldest txt msg in your inbox says?

a good morning msg. dated- 16/11/2003 by ohsijia. HAHA

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

ai lai guo (in office today cuz my colleague was singing it too!! :X)

17. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?

previously ting, tingx, net
recently includes kuku, lucky, launa

18. What does the last received text msg say? who was it from?

sth abt cls yrbook. from ang hwee siang!

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

1030pm

20. Are you currently happy?

depends on where im.

21. Who gives you the best advice?

errr dunno.
diff ppl gives good advice at diff situation.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

nope.
only tgt with coffee.

23. Who did you talk on the phone with last night?

no one?
too tired.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

ahha. maybe?

25. What/who was the last thing that made you laugh?

stupid alvin!
reciting on his stupid case!
:X

26. Do you wear toe socks?

nope.
looks and feels weird.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

someone who has been bugging me for days!!
oooops/.!
:X

28. Have you ever have your heartbroken..

yes. of cuz.

29. What annoys you most in a person?

being irritating and annoying. (as in the real kinda annoying)

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

not exactly.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

nope. good girl alright! :P

32. What is the colour of your room?

white??

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

not worth at all. i'll get jailed after that. -.=!

34. Do you believe in the saying " talk is cheap?

then i'll be super cheap. :S

35. Who was the last person to lay on your bed?

my smelly bro.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

ERRRRR. -XXX-

37. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kiss?

yes.

38. Do you have a life?

not sure. perhaps?

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didnt?

nope.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

cuz i like it?

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dreams?

my colleague who sits behind me!
during my nap just now!!
:S

42. Last time you smiled?

a moment ago. :)

43. Have you changed this year?

yes. getting more rebellious. :X

44. What are you listening to right now?

maple hitting sound from my bro's com.

45. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?

nope. silence is golden at certain places.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or close?

open. if close, the next thing that will happen will be: i'll fall.

47. Is there a quote you live by?

to live happily?

48. Do you want someone you cant have?

in another meaning, perhaps.

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

yepp.

50. Whats the worst idea you have had this week?

to get a mc on tuesday so i need not rush back to work. :X

51. What do you think is the most attractive abt the opposite sex?

the smile.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

alright with my current status.

53. What song describe your love life?

cant think of any now.

54. Does the person you like know you like them?

i suppose so?

55. Who always makes you laugh?

all those ard me are jokers!!

56. Do you speak any other languages other than english?

yea. chinese.

57. Are you a blonde?

nope.

58. Whats your middle name?

luan

59. What are you doing tmr?

sleep.
i need that.
apart from that,
some family event.

60. Who is your best friend?

too many to quote!!!
you know who you guys are!
:)

61. Who will you choose to die with?

elmo& cookie monster.
:X

62. Where have you been today?

work.
home.

63. What games do you play often?

depends on mood.

64. Who are you missing right now?

lover.
cuz i cant meet her tml.
:(

65. If you have to choose between friends and love, who will you choose?

friends.
no doubts for that.

66. What are you doing right now?

doing THIS lor.

67. Which primary sch are you from?

Xishan Primary School

68. Name three colours that you like.

Black. Red. White

69. What emotion do you like to show?

:D

70. What is life to you?

long yet short journey to discover what are laid ahead for you.

71. If you have something troubling you, what would you do?

think abt it, enquire, then forget abt it.
:X

72. Who did you chat with in msn today?

appearing offline.
so no one. :X

73. when is the last time you lost a friend?

lost as in physically, mentally?

74. Which month are you born in?

December

75. How are you feeling right now?

sleepy and full.

76. What is the time now?

8.57pm. GASPS! i better hurry.

77. Where are you now?

home. study room.

78. What colour did you use to dye your hair?

reddish brown.
but faded since new yr.

79. Do you have contact lens?

no.

80. The next place you wanna visit.

beach.
OHYY. hint hint.
HAHAHAHAHA.


Instructions: Remove one question from the above, and add in your own personal question, then tag ten people in your list. List them out at the end of your post. notify them in their tagbox that he/she has been tagged:

1. LOVER! (leave me your link after that pls. LOL!)
2. MDM OH!
3. JOJO!
4. H stead!
5. KEE jiahui!
6. KEE jiamin!
7. jasmine aka coffee girl!
8. Liza!

ok.. i think thats all.
-----

finally im done!
gonna go to bed again!!

ps/ i just woke up 3 hours ago from my 4hours nap.
sounds confusing.
but,
in short,
im a pig!
omg!!!

working is a very tiring and tedious job.
ahha!
i miss my naps!!
bye~~~

YAY YAY!
i have officially promoted!!!
:D

ok.
hold on,
relax.
this promotion has
no salary increase,
no increase in leave days,
no additional benefits to work.

its just a simple "internal" promotion.
:X
instead of being the one and only kuku student,
in the kuku dept,
this buddy of ours decided to demote himself..
to open up a gong gong dept!!

WHEEEEEEEE
best bud ehh!!
so im not the kuku-est in the company now!
cuz theres introduction of mr gong gong!
lala~
thanks for saving me!!
HOHOHOHO.

i have graduated!!
errr.
perhaps i shouldnt be feeling so excited.
cuz not being a student will means im under-priveleged.
hahas.

anyway.
attended e grad ceremony this morning,
though im only granted HALF DAY leave
cuz i didnt know applying for leave can be so troublesome.
-.=!
i waited for shirley (e boss of e dept) for 2 days...
pounced onto annie (pretty human resource in charge),
got referred to elin (e second boss),
and got rejected.

they say they needed proof for my leave.
faints**
so...
after a week of neck-sticking (to look out for shirley's appearance in the office) cum pouncing,
i still didnt manage to get that sickening one day leave.

brought my letter by SP (as in s'pore poly) rgd the grad day,
to show my boss from SP (as in s'pore power- they can be quite confusing.. ) on monday.
leave granted,
but half day only cuz tues IS a busy day..
and i only "applied" on monday in their records.
SIAN!.

so basically i will NEED to RUN back to SP for work after my grad ceremony.

ceremony was ALRIGHT.
a lil tooo draggy,
but still tolerable.
so tired i yawned thru out!
:X

photo taking was fun.
but tiring as well...
chasing ppl to get photos taken!
hahas!

hong kong peeps were telling me,
it has been eons since i met them.
yes, eons!
hohoho.
paiseh larrrr.
busy earning...
heee.

afterwhich,
rushed back to complete my HALF DAY work.
thks lovely colleagues for laughing abt the fact that i need to get back to work after my ceremony.
i also dunn wann de lorr..
nearly wanted to apply MC for the remaining half,
but that will be too obvious.
i not THAT kuku okay...
ahha!

when i reached e office,
saw a packet of green bean soup on my table.
when i ask yg (cuz she at my table),
she told me jr put de,
ask jr,
he says annabelle buy de.
look at annabelle
she replied - dunn ask so much.
on your table then you eat.
-.=!!!
but either way it was damn sweet of them lar.
cuz they all msged me in the morning to check what time im coming back,
and they knew i would have missed lunch for sure.
and!
i only mentioned i like green bean soup once.
and they remembered!
ahahaha!!!

wanted to join the peeps for dinner after work.
budd headache set in,
double vision followed.
and eventually, i cant think properly at all.
-.=!
basically,
i accepted all the cust's requests..
agreed to all the cust's point of view.
LOL

thankgod randy was there to help out after 5pm.
if not my head will be turned and twisted by wil!!!
:X

quick bite @cwp,
and went home.
for once,
dad wasnt THAT hostile to me anymore.
with that,
i shall consider coming back a tad earlier tml night too.

like what jes jie was saying,
there is always two viewpoints.
stand at a diff angle and you will see things differently.
i hope i wunn be digging my own grave (again).

its really nice to have someone who is 10yrs your senior.
the advice do make a diff!
at least, i get to see things from another view too!
:)
&mr alvin,
thou you kept suan-ing me out of fun,
you were always there when im ALMOST sick.
to provide me with panadols!
hahaha!
thanks jiemei!
you are the best toooo!

see..
great buds make my day!
:)

i had a terrible morning,
receiving the worse sms,
which i dunn even bother to reply,
because i find that no matter what the reply will be,
the result will still be the same.
so...
i let the matter rest.

BUT!
i had a wonderful experience this afternoon.
someone adv me on issues by reading oracle cards.
WOW.

have always wanted to tried this or tarot cards reading,
but never got the chance..
and now,
when i got the chance,
i was hoping i never asked.
LOL.
not because the reading were very superstitious or anything else,
just that,
the reader himself has already seen thru our true self way before we realised.

and he claimed that my inner self was having horny thoughts!!!!
>:/
i denied all the way of cuz.
AHHA.
and there was so many things he sees thru,
it sorta freaks me out.
luckily,
thankgoodness,
he was one of the jiemeis-.
if not i would have run off.

cann you imagine someone seeing you so transparently?!!!
and if unfortunately,
that someone aint close to you at all.
it will be freaky!!!
arhhhh.

but,
i really believe in affinity, jiemei.
as he mentioned,
the way our heart touched when we met,
the way we just hanged out like frens of decades,
the way things just hit us so similarly!
ahha!
its way damn cool to know you lar!!!
thou you always always have to suan me.
LOL.

but stupid guy!!
cann you like dunn so obvious go one big round telling me that i should take up that "challenge"?!
keep pushing the person to me..
ROAR!!!
knew you sure up to no good!

and i must admit to the fact that,
im really from the kuku department.
with the distinction of being the kuku-est person.
i knew im an ignorant person all along,
but not to that extent..
yet,
they made me realised,
im actually beyond what i thought. (to e neg side of cuz)
thanks jiemei.
will look into THAT issue.
hahaha!

really have to thank guanyinma so much..
for bringing these ppl to my life,
to adv me in times of need,
to make me realised things i never knew.
:)
i believe,
because my heart is open.
i'll make the one-way valve to a two-way.
cheer on for me!

亲爱的，
生日快乐!

谢谢你这四年来，
无时无刻的陪伴，
不离不弃的相伴。

你一定要坚强。
我们说好了要一起度过你的五岁生日的!!

my phone is four years old today!
^.^

and sheryl chong& i promised "it" that we will buy a bday cake if it cann see the sunset on its fifth birthday!!
:)
even phone needs motivation to continue surviving alright!
hahas!

WE finally went for a date today!!!
yes, me and sheryl chong.
the last date was...
nearly 3 years ago.
(gasps** - sheryl true hor?!!)

and.
we have concluded that we are the best shopping couples.
cuz we burnt one another's pocket!!
the shopkeepers must have been grinning at us when we were "song yong"-ing one another to grab the stuff we want!
(if i have got my pay today, i will definitely spend more than what i spend LOR)
yes.
cuz of the pay thingy,
it has spoilt my mood partially!

but because,
apparently the whole town is having GREAT SALES,
our mood got liven up quite quickly.
shop jiu shop lor,
we are buying our needs what!
*winks at sheryl.
:X

i'll buy my wants on wed, over the coming weekends and two weeks later!
HAHA!!
some sales ending this mth end!!
so must hurry hurry shop again!
WHEEE.
i've got my respective shopping partners already!
have you got yours?!
;D

p.s dunn say i got good news dunn share ar!
:P

gran and i woke up at 530am to talk abt the bothering issue.
because i still haven been returning home early enough.
hahas.

haven been sleeping well too.
be it due to that unsolved (and gg worse) situation,
or the fact that gran is leaving for home soon.
waking up in the middle of the night to stare blankly aint doing any good to either my job productivity or my constant migraine.
and to see the diff rxn of ppl in my house is making me tired out.

gran's eyes were filled with depression when she was..
commenting on how uneasy she has been feeling over the incident,
commenting on how sad and disappointed she was with her son,
for being unable to make justified solution.

and when i mention,
"no la, i naughty, so i deserved it."
she actually said that,
no matter how naughty you are/have been,
you are still my lovely granddaug."

seeing her filled with sadness,
feeling as helplessness as me,
feeling so depressed over my issue,
i suddenly find myself being unfilial.

but since things have happen,
we should look forward and find a solution,
instead of running away from it again,
giving in to the ridiculous/unreasonable/unacceptable requests.

dad was right to say i should make some moves instead of waiting ppl to make the first move.
thou he was expecting me to make another kind of move..
the kinda moves which i have been doing since young.

he must have been real upset about the sudden change in me,
to rebel so much,
even towards him.

but dad,
i really had have enough.
really enough.
as i mentioned,
if that is going to be the only solution to the problems now,
then, that shall be it.
with or without your support.

i need to stand firm in my stand at least for once, i believe.

gran mention death, for once, in front of me.
and i was afraid she would really pass on soon.
she was right to say that she's already near 80,
and to have live so long has been a bless to her,
but the thought of her possible leaving is still unbearable.

gran,
you promised you'll be there to witness me getting into rltnship,
into marriage,
into giving child.
you promised you'll see me thru all these stages,
to be there for me.
so,
you have to keep your promise alright!!

i think im getting emo.
alright.
thats all for now.

a shitty email.
with a shittier reply.

i have used up all my energy, courage and hope.
if this doesnt get thru,
denn all i cann say is.
good luck have funn.

ignore if you dunn understand.
it wasnt meant for understanding anyway...
just to vent out my frustration, helplessness and all.
hee.

i think im really having a split personality thou.
having two extreme emotions in a day.
feeling so excited over waking up on a morning like 610am,
going to work with anticipation,
and my after work activities - which cann actually line up to so full i haven been home for dinner for more than half a mth.
(if you know me pretty well, this might jolly well be two new records set in the recent yrs)


but.
when the trip back home nears,
the emotions go back to minus zero.
where all the tiredness pekcekness set in.
the anticipation and excitement sinks down.

thanks pals for accompanying me all these days!!
especially mrs frog who has been splitting half of her last week for me!!
^.^
i wanna continue life like this.
to discover more great rltnships thru gatherings and all.

i love happening life.
and i really hope it wunn end soon.
:)
off to meet kee sisters!!

p.s. im in office slacking area slacking!
HOHOHO.
better not let the boss sees it!
tata~

moody..

i need big hug.
i still cant find elmo, cookie monster and choc-chan.
hais.
very moody.

i feel like further agitating her by bringing out all my smaller soft toys and placed them on my bed.
fine.
i shldnt dirty those precious just to agitate her.
not worth it.
which means,
i lost.
good night.

my first day on my own!!
omg..
horrible.
answering calls...
are a great terrible chore!
hahahas!

budd yg and i made a conclusion tgt.
WOMAN cann be in a great mood at times!
hahahas.
we returned our calls today,
to scary callers who called us.
super afraid that they will do sth to make life diff for us!!
luckily,
THEY DIDNT.
p.s both are woman.
:S

they became so nice& all.
they just accepted the explanation,
and hung up within like 5mins?!!
dumbfounded& stared at each other.
hahahas!!
made us go all nervous for the whole day..

(note: her caller called in near 5pm ystd and she returned call near 5pm today.
mine called in ard 8am today, returned call ard the same time as her.)

we were dreading so much to return those calls larr!

after work!!!!
went to wong kok cafe with ohsijia!!!
its nicee.
AND filling!!!
i think im having more and more filling dinners these days!
i like the yummy drinks!!
and the side dishes!!!
^.^
i wanna go back try the star toast!
muaha!!!
then went mini shoppping!!!
;D

pay haven come in already spent so much....
:(((
budd!!!
the sandals is soooo pretttty.
so handyyyy.
soooo sweet,
i couldnt resist.
and..
i think i NEED it you seeee.
to prevent me from xxxxxxx xxxx.
:D
SO!
its worth!

anyway.
gonna take up another part time promo again!!
so no harm!
:P

enough for today!
i shall go to bed now!!!
:D

i really really really cannot badmouth ppl.
LOL.
or rather,
comment on bad ppl.
i think i shall just keep my mouth shut the next time round.
hahas.

i got the worst retribution.
worse than having an extra tooth popping from my gums.
zek ak lehh.
how could guanyinma do this to me!!
sobss.

im still aching from the retribution.
it feels as thou i just ended a fight with someone.
:(
my right arm seem as thou it requires amputation.
(no la, just kidding)
perhaps some bandages will do.
(oooops/.!)
budd its really v v v sore!!
:(
my right eye felt as thou it has been punched!!!
whenever i laughed,
its like...
OUCH.
:(
i cant even laugh heartily!!!
SO SAD!
denn my poor legs!!!
keep kicking the table leg with the injured area.
sobsss!

horrible 野草/牛粪！
都是你害的啦！！
:(

alright.
perhaps.
i should thanks guanyinma that luckily retribution falls on me at that ulu area,
with no one ard,
except for that colleague of mineeeee.
if not.
my face cann be dumped tgt into the drain.
LOL!

finee.
anyway.
finally after 3wks of dragging,
its hands on time..
like what jane says 逃得了一时，逃不了一世。

YG (starting hands on tgt with me) got the shitty-est high consumption cases.
making her spending like 20mins on a call,
and still have to follow up tml.
and for that,
her stats suffered,
having answering 6 calls in 2 hours.

mine was BETTER.
i got my first call, all nervous.
denn ask me do bill calculation.
(attached to so many mentors for so long,
have never met any cal cases.)
how super suay cann i be lor!
somemore bill cal was my worse section!!
:(
luckily theres mentor with me!!
hahaha!!
so i got saved by calculations.
just needa report whats calculate.

third call was some kuku SD review.
explained wrongly,
having alvin knocking on my door.
"zhar boh, you all hor.
like me to wipe you guys de backside de leh!!"
lols!!
indirectly made him spent 10mins on that cust!!
(his calls all super short!! call stats super high!)
so he was super "mad" at me!
LOL!

p.s. at least i was better than his motivation!!
my cust never scream at you lehh!
HAHA.
i was glad it landed in your hands thou!
:P

call stats was nice!!
cuz of so many green form cases -directed to other dept!
^.^
i hope days will continue to be so good alright!
hahahas!!
:D

yy!
hope you work well in kkh alright!
thou cant visit you theree..
budd my heart will be with you!!!
my spirit tooo!
:D
jiayou!

i'll meet you at imh instead.
LOL!.
:D

how true cann this be man!!
i think it describes me 99.9%!
LOL.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

we went escape today!!
all thanks to lovely yueying!!
:D

budd thanks to dearest uncle (who decided to leave tml! ^.^),
we went out like 1230pm.
-.=!!
we scheduled to leave house at 930am.
they are super super "mo" when it comes to going out man!!!
denn,
they cann 2mins before they mentioned lets go,
changed their mind& say,
think better dunn.
feel like boxing them seh!!!!
:S

anyway,
exam periods are the best time to go escape!!!!
^.^
how best?
i have the whole inverter by myself!!

we get more than 2 continuous rounds of flipper whenever possible.
best of all,
the queue for go kart is only SINGLE LANE!!

omgomg!!
i love it absolutely!!!
with no one fighting the rides with us!!
HEEE.

budd-
its really really really very tired.
to chiong the night before,
going to town for night scenery till 2am,
returned home to acc uncle for supper till 3am.
rinsed, cleaned up, settled down in bed near 4am.
waking up at 830 feeling excited over the trip!!!

omg!!
i hope i dunn yawn like crazy tml.
i wanna be good girl tonight,
and go to bed early!
LOL.
nights ppl!
:D

the slightest thing that made you feel warm-

im amazed by the extended family's support,
&their efficiency in passing ard msgs!

apparently,
communication problem doesnt runs in the family line.
(which i feel glad for the others)
so the root of the problem lies in OUR personal line.

super amazed at how fast news travel,
having all extended family members to come forward& ask me how things are.
:S

i think either i got a super WOW aunt,
or my granny just called everyone else to confide her upsetness over the things im facing.
:X

budd still,
thanks aunts& uncles - both paternal& maternal.
for all the support you gave me,
making me feel so cared& concerned by the family in times like this.
im thankful for the encouragement you guys gave me.
(thou, that might not be the best choice theoretically)
budd you guys still gave me that go-signal to allow me to have the choice to take whichever route that will seem to be better for me.
& the promises to stand by my side& respect my decision.
:)

thanks for trusting me like that.
thanks for understanding me well.
how could they,
ppl whom i only met once a yr for two weeks,
supported me much more than those whom i see everyday.

love you guys many many alright.
i'll keep you guys posted on my status,
&call back as often as i could.
(despite the horrendous bills. LOL)

i feel so blessed for having such great extended family!
;)
(uncle was right. i'll still remain cheerful even if sth bigger has happened)

&& last note,
i seriously ought to sleep now.
cuz tml is gonna be a long day -- of funn!!!
:D

soooooo pisssed!!!
GRRRR.
VERY HORRIBLE!
ARRHHHHH

only two of us are willing to do all those stupid chores at home.
instead of helping each other,
you decided to backstab me.
denn nag at the fact that you have loads to do.

i dunn give a damn alright.
you cann nag all god damn care you wann.
im NOT helping.

treat me like some bloody hell maid and scream your head off me when you cannot command me any longer.
damn it.
denn go badmouth me.
FINE.
denn you do all by yourself.
ANGRY!!!!!

:D





this,
is the largest blogger cann afford.






SEE!
this is what PAINT cann offer!

ok,
main point.
as you can see from the smile,
im very happy!
HAHA!.
cuz!
I SAW SOMEBODY TODAY!
(not wilson lar -.=!, his is ystd. LOL)

i...
i...
went to fetch YY home!
LOLOL!.
(like that, also happy.)

cannot mehh.
i easy satisfied mar!
boohoo.