im talking to some miracle person online!!!
im talking to WILSON !!!!
omg omg!!!
my crush five years ago!!!

so excited!!
:DD
i will update later!!!
in case he runs away
LOL!

满清名-

你的生日的月份就是你的姓：
1月：富察
2月：钮钴禄
3月：赫舍里
4月：纳兰
5月：博尔济吉特
6月：董佳
7月：瓜尔佳
8月：叶赫那拉
9月：佟佳
10月：董鄂
11月：西林觉罗
12月：爱新觉罗（皇室）

*你生日日期的最后一位：
（比如12月23日生日就取3）
0：雪 1：韵 2：欣 3：月 4：芊 5：芸 6：灵 7：兰 8：玉 9：尔

*2007年，你的生日在星期几：
星期一：（无需加字）
星期二：轩
星期三：莹
星期三：淳
星期四：珍
星期五：儿
星期六：颜
星期日：慧

我是爱新觉罗月儿。

i belong to the 皇室！！
i like this 满清 name of mine!
^.^

i told you!
that mad woman must have some menopausal disorder.
:X
i think this might be just what menopause cann do to women.
think what menstration had did to women.
i believed women are borned to be tortured.
hais!

'pitiful' lady who finds chasing young female promoters home a hobby.
screw you.
ystd was me& today was yx!!
yx was so mad she wanted to buy a voodoo doll (write her name on it) to poke at!
HAHA!!
:X

throw away horrible thoughts*
since its the last promotion there already.
:D

went to snow city& science centre today!!!
^.^
snow city is funn!
freezingly cold i think i might have frostbite if i stayed there for 2 hours!!!!
the sliding part is crazzzy!
omg!!
the excitement is undescribable!
:X
i want go there again!!!
;D

science centre relived alot of school days memories.
the running ard in the empty spaces,
figuring how each& every exhibitions work,
u-turning back whenever we realised some exhibitions have been skipped!!
misses uniform days,
having excursions like p sch kids.
suddenly,
gg to science centre aint dreadful anymore.
:S

i took my bp at science centre!!
i hope the machine is mad or cranky.
my bp appeared so low i scared myself.
:(
whats 81/44?!!!!
and 83/57?!!!

- normal bp supposed to be 110-130/60-80!!
faints*
i hope my low bp aint coming back!
sobs!!

anyway,
we went vivo after that!!
shopped ard for the ladies' souvenirs.
went to pet safari& made them get so amazed by the cute dogs in there!!
^.^
viewed wonderful night sceneries which made us wanna go back again!
i want take cable car one day!!
so prettty lar!!
hahahahas.

v v v tired now!
super drained cuz it has been long since i have been out whole day playing!!!!
i think i spent at least 12 hours outside running ard!!
:X
yea,
& i think i appeared more excited than my two cousins!
ooooops/.!

tml starting at 9!!
have to go bed now!
if not i will be lateeeee!
HEHE!
nightsy ppl!
:D

KNS!!!
im at my lousiest luck today!

damn thomson plaza!!!!!
so horrible.
another b**** over there!! (refer to http://serratia.blogspot.com/)
:(

i acted pity,
acted innocent,
acted apologetic!!!!
and i dunn think i failed in any aspects.
unless she has "tou shi yan" (transparent eyes)
or that she has seen thru all acts of evil.

(1) nagged at me cuz i was late. (DUE TO full time job. not stomach upset larr [thou theres slight upset in the morning, really. - that was where my inspiration comes about btw. :X])
(2) grumbled abt changing new staff (cuz have to repeat the whole working routine again)
(3) blamed me for not being able to get info from previous staff (i also dunno who so suay to work at thomson plaza previously)
(4) shot killing stares at me when i said im willing to skip my breaktime as payback for my lateness
(5) shrieked loudly when i hold a tin of dumex bottle, looking for mineral water (thought i wanna use stock as sampling directly - of cuz i will go pay lar -.=! i not that noob cann. zzz)
(6) yelled at me and ask me go home directly, no sampling required when i was queueing (god damn it, say earlier. i set up booth already then tell me scram!!! )
(7) commented that she doesnt wanna waste breath on me, ask me just go home when i say yuchin wants to talk to her. (btw, i told her OKAY! when she asked me to scram. :X)

thats what happen BRIEFLY on the first hour at thomson plaza.
with that,
i texted/called at least 5 ppl to complain abt my stupid scenerio,
sent out at least 60 kuku msgs, i dunno why.
i think im crazy i mass send so many ppl i dunn even know!!!!!!
omg!
:(

yuchin collaborated with salesrep (barry -i think) who in turn talked/counselled veron (that LADY who ask me to scram).
yuchin then called back to tell me i cann go work now..
budd my reply was: i wasnt feeling well enough (mentally) to face her again. :X
i really really dunn feel like working!!
(i was already planning to visit sijia at bedok, or to rot ard in town ^.^, grab anyone on the streets to eat my lunch with or whatsoever lor!)
DENN HE STARTED COUNSELLING ME.
:(
i gave in.
since i already there.
thou booth set up - teared down - set up AGAIN (thanks AUNTY VERON).
so..
wonderful plan of having half day off is gone!
:(

budd i must say,
the aunty over there are damn nice....
console me, ( i think the whole thomson plaza ntuc aunties know. if not, at least half. :X)
fed me (after i insist not having breaks),
talked to me, etc etc!!
damn nice!!!
:DD

and one aunty happen to live at chong pang so she acc me home!!!!
^.^
finally the ride back is not aloneee!
:D

and due to today's incident,
i have decided that.
i SHOULD get married someday.
i dunn wann to be like some old virgin and try to make life diff for ppl!
HAHAHAHAHA!
thats still on the condition that,
if i found that somebody of cuz!
:X
enough of nonsense!!!
i shall go to bed,
and plan on what i wanna do on my beloved OFF day!
:D

love you yingxuan tooo!
for helping me out tml!
:D
i hope that failed-rebonded hair doesnt tekan you tml!!!
^.^
show her you are not afraid.
(cuz i seriously think she sees me 18/19 years old so trying to be funny. :X)
aja aja!
anything call me alright!
:D

nights ppl!
^>^

我不想平平凡凡的度过我的一生。
但却怕那是个冲动的选择。
好矛盾啊。。。。


will be back when im ready AND free to tell story again!
budd life has been funn!!!
being mixed into a group of bubbly& wonderful ppl!
:D

too bad they are changing the seating arrangement on 1MAY.
:(
which is,
my new colleagues at my new tables MIGHT not be that funn.
:(

p.s. i think i mix well with aunties!!
MUAHAHA!.
i think it runs in my blood!
:P

alright!
will update again!!!
have to go to bed,
thou tml starts at 9!
cuz its hands on tml!!!
:(

and next week think will be 8 to 5!!!!!
all thanks to ___.
"cuz try to group us in pairs! so working hours will be the same for two of you" - wil
i dunn care laRRRRR.
i dunn wann 8 to 5!
i dunn mind pairing up with you for 9 to 6 thou!!!
im gg to find yg to replace me!!!!!
:P

alright.
enough of moaning!
gtg!!
nightssss!
:D

btw, i miss ohyy!!
and gladys koh too!
:D

错爱，
是喜欢却不合适的鞋，
穿了脚疼，
扔了心痛。
--------------

爱情，
像一道美食，
每个人的喜好不一，
一口尝下，
觉得好吃就是好吃，
不许犹豫，
也不必太多言语解释。
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忘川水，望不穿我心如醉，
孟婆汤，梦不尽浓情几许，
姻缘泉，系不进来世今生。
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楼雨晴 《期待奇迹的圣诞节》

yum yum.
i slept for ten straight hours before waking up.
:)
*stares at time: 8.14am!
LOLOL!!

i slept at err, 9pm ystd,
soon after hanging up with jiahui(jiamin).
(they gave me a false alarm that they were coming! :( )
woke up at 7am today without any alarm!
and of course,
with a sense of satisfaction.
such a miracle alright.

firstly,
sleeping at 9pm will be a tough task for me.
waking at 7am was proved to b impossible w/o an alarm previously.
& to have that sense of satisfaction after doing this two challenges w/o feeling tired& yawning like crazy is WOW.

my fever is officially gone.
thanks to yyoh for her mini lecture on <> and <>.
i did two unknowingly.
cuz my towel meant for cold compress is too wet that,
the water just dripped everywhere.
thus, tapid sponging indirectly done!

when i woke up at 130am (feeling much better, at least walking in a straight line),
i found patches of water all ard me.
my shoulders, arms, stomach area etc.
it does seem as thou i just urinated on my bed.
:S

i got shrieked thru the phone twice by two different ppl,
cuz
(1) i couldnt recall whether our corp (sjab) was from which zone (3 or 4) - i know it makes a huge diff. :S
(2) i couldnt really recall fully the correct procedures to treat a fever - & that simply shows im shouldnt be allowed to extend my first aid cert w/o another round of tests.

kinda kiam pa.
cuz these are "zai basic bu liao" stuff.
budd i haven been shouting zone 3 go!, or all the related cheers for the past 4 yrs.
haven been participating in any zone events either!
LOL.
(yes. i should stop putting blame on others!)
i just forgot.
:S

anyway,
im feeling so great with so much sleep,
cept for the fact that my nose is still bothering me quite a lil
and my throat still hurts from slight soreness.
i wanna go out and have funn!!!!
wheeeee.

typ A is boringgggg.
where morning alot of ppl.
i got my lousiest sale for saturday here.
not sure whether its cuz im sick& tired (physically not mentally).
or that there really aint much ppl for me to entertain.
:(

time TICKS.
my sms flew in& out faster then the time passing cann!
(this month's bill will be horrible. :S)
hais.
another day for this week.
and another weekend.
hope today sales will be nicer looking!

but i dunn deny the fact that,
the kids there are relatively hyperactive and FUNN.
i played hide and seek with one of the boyboy there!
and he giggled till damn cute!!!
chased after a lil girl to ask her try sample.
she thought i playing catching with her!
hahahhaa!!
so sweeeeet.
(and that might be another reason for my poor sale. thank god yu chin (or rather, dumex) will not see this. LOL!)

the ntuc uncles over there are super funny.
keep entertaining me.
muahaha!!

alright alright.
better get gg!!
if not i'll be late again!!
;)

faint fainting fainted.
where got ppl as weak as me,
as suay as me de!!!!

getting (near) late on first two days of work,
getting sick on second day of work!

first day of work late. -.=!!
cuz at some kuku stations the mrt door just simply refuse to close properly!
so i was late for a total of ten mins?!

heard from the others,
lenard (HR) was commenting to the others,
she should be here already!
ooooops/.
so malu larrr.

nvm.
second day.
never late.
budd when i punch that kuku card,
it was 830.
我明明提早十五分钟出门咯！！
cuz the dumb train takes more than 5 mins to travel from amk to bishan.
$^*#(*&^#^@#
the kuku track had sth wrong and the door kept closing& opening at amk.
(i was still thinking heng today leave home 15mins earlier so should be able to make it)
screwed it.
sijia took the train after me.
she left her home 5mins earlier than usual and 840am she msged me and say she still at toa payoh.
the usual ride from yishun to novena is less than 20mins.
-.=!!!
hmphs!
so angry.

reached training room,
kuku andy (new colleague, yes the dunno no. what andy liao :S) ji tao shoot me train delay again right.
i was so dumbfounded larrr.
where got ppl so suay two days straight gena train delay!!
LOL!

horrible colleagues!
keep bullying me!!!!!
kan wo nian ji xiao hao qi fu ar!
LOL!!!
budd they are quite a fun bunch of ppl.
made the training& lunchtime much more lively!
&with them sharing their experience in call centre, life is made so wonderful!
they are such jokers man!!!
that we barely had the chance to stop laughing or giggling!!!!

and!
the room is so kukuly cold!!!!
electricity bill like no need money!!!!!
and the irony is:
at first floor,
there's a energy efficiency centre (which we visited ystd) stating that 25deg C is the most ideal temp!!! (economical and efficient cooling)
at the nineth floor,
the aircon is at least 18deg C cann!!!!
GRRRR.

the result: me getting flu!!!
im DAMN weak!!!!!
have been floating in the office for the whole day today!!
you know, xing shi zou lou!!!!
i've tried every single hot beverage in the pantry!!
hahahhaha!
cuz to qu nuan!!!
i think im living in a winter season over there!!
HAHAHA!!!

omg omg!!
i think my panadol is taking effect!!!!
im feeling giddy again!!!
goodnight peeeeps!!!!
i go sleep le!!!
HOHOHO

life would have been a bore,
IF

i haven been meeting up with YY often recently.
i haven been working on the weekends.
i haven been watching dou niu yao bu yao.

hais!!
when cann my life be meaningful once again?

nights ppl.

im HAPPY!

cuz i finally got a job, thou temp only
AND!
i like my job!

i think im born to be a promoter larrrr
-.=!!
i feel so happy being able to talk for the whole day,
and looking at PEOPLE!

i still cant imagine how m i gg to sit in the office for the dumb whole day!!
LOL.

i like the smiles of the kids when i present them the cups,
like their cheerful goodbyes,
innocent pleads to buy the milk powder,
and everything else!!

although there are some kiasu kids ard,
budd they still have their kiddishness that make them so lovable!!
i like other ppl's kids mannn!!
HAHA.

saw many MAN with great bods on sat,
really wonderful arms and back!
WHEETS.
budd i never drool larr.
HAHA.
saw many pretty ladies with their hubby/boyfriend shopping tooo!!
so 养眼 alright!!
its sucha wonderful location for the booth!!!
cuz its the 'rich ppl' lane!!
so many ppl buy without much persuasion!
WHEEE
means.
good sales record!
WAHAHAH.

ppl there very nice tooo.
the aunties so friendly and all!
and humourous!
MOHOHO.
i think i gonna miss there loads!!!

good for you huh shin!!
gg back next weeek!
first week of work is funn!!!
maybe because i really really needed money.
or because i have been rotting toooo long at home!!!

WHEEE
i hope next week will be funn too!!
:D

so many ppl sounded like im living off my parents,
leading one day after another like tml doesnt matters.

who saw it when i went from websites to websites to send continuous resumes,
sitting in front of the com every morning when i wake up to see if theres new job vacancies,
checking every other sources to find a relevant yet stable job that cann support myself.
panicking when i couldnt find one.

i cant jump in another jobs randomly.
i have my reasons.
how do i work a part time job paying 5bucks per hour for the rest of the years?
is that gonna support my rental, my everyday meals and transportation?

i dinn register for uni.
god damn it believe it or not.
i have to and will need to support and fend for myself for the rest of my life starting this moment onwards i believed.
dunn try telling me that no lar, that wunn be possible.
what are the exact words and actions my parents were telling me,
you guys dunno.
who and what kind of ppl are they in actual facts you guys dunno.
even im not sure which to believe which not to,
how do you guys know when what you heard are all from me??

your parents might me supporting you guys into uni, to wherever im not sure.
budd im sure that,
they wunn.
at least in this one or two years time.
im very sure of that.
dunn go round asking me why they are like that.
telling you WHY doesnt make you or me feel better.
they have their reasons to do it,
&i have my reasons as to why i should listen.

everyone leads a different life,
thats why we are all searching for different goals and means of staying alive.
being in a relationship,
getting a simple job to rot time away might be what you guys might think may seem to be the most impt period now,
but i swear i dunn have time and effort for it now.
i dunn even know whether i cann have my meals promptly tml morning,
or whether i have a place to sleep in tml night alright.
who doesnt want someone to care for them?
but i cant afford to.

dont speak like you know me alright.
dont speak like cuz you see me online every other day means im rotting away alright.
GRRR.
im ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are flying off in less than twelve hours,
without me.

as predicted,
i backed out.
hais.

im SOOOO near to it,
yet sooo far.

goodbye ppl,
bon voyage!