sometimes,
we have to control abit,
with the stuff we are doing.
i think we are too 'chong dong' sometimes!!
LOL!
we went town after a statement,
to check out on the products!
:XX
denn,
with another statement,
we chiong back to safra yishun.
:D
and with that,
we made andy waited for an hour plus!!
jio-ed to meet at 6plus,
yet we arrived at near 8.
:XX
a very powerful statement made by him when we called him:
#huh, i think i cann work another hour of OT leh! :X
i chiong down so fast lor.#
damn paiseh when we reached lar!
LOL
and the couple has to be later than us.
we chiong down from khatib to 925,
while they strolled down from northpoint to 925.
by left right up or down,
they should be faster.
instead,
we waited for some time for them.
wanted to bowl,
yet the lanes all booked.
nearly pengx on the spot!!
went to play pool.
AND.
my luck wasnt with us.
me& jia teamed,
vs papa,
vs billy.
we cann have none of the balls shot in while theirs alr left 2 balls!
its so very the horrible.
:XXX
and somemore we got shi fu to teach us!
:S
so hungry now.
with that oreo cheesecake& briyani digested!!
:XX
i should have ate sth more filling.
to add on,
the coffee i drank is gonna made me stay up till quite late!
ROAR!
i wanna sleeeep now!
MUAHAHAA.
spoke at : 12:34 a.m.
i m so not productive today!
sobs!!
cannot carry on slacking le ng luan ting!!
horrible frog!
facebook is horrible tooo!!
keep having error!
so irritating!
sending ice cream halfway then hang!
HAIS!
so many work to do,
yet no mood to do!
GRRRR.
later meeting yoshi& jia for the survey thingy!
omg!!
denn evening or night denn cann reach home.
denn cannot do anything again!
ARHHHHH.
denn one day will be over,
without anything done!
denn tml gg factory visit followed by porking,
and denn,
no time do reports again at night,
and denn,
an addition workload will pile up.
stack stack stack,
denn bury me to death!
ARHHH.
i think i m over-stressed.
:X
LACTIC ACID.
grr.
spoke at : 1:14 p.m.
yawns*
cant even read things properly.
wanted to complete my lactic acid part de,
yet,
i cant even chat properly online.
GRR.
i think i m too tired.
sians.
OHH!
i.
ERR.
did sth today!
:D
went to sijia's nest to do elearning assignment.
AND.
sat at a corner of her bed while waiting for her to end call with yue ying.
AND THEN.
PIAK*
THE BED FRAME BROKE.
so zek ak cann!!!
sit on everything also break.
AND.
i m wearing a skirt,
& i was talking to her during the process of sitting down.
SO i am in a very slow mo, and kinda si wen due to the skirt part.
so horrible right!
like what sijia says,
i think i m cursed with all these stuff lar.
not i violent.
is we are not fated!
LOLOL!
k la.
i m deadbeat.
sleeping time!
bb!
spoke at : 11:55 p.m.



i fell in love with all these while watching a travelling show,
introducing holland.
aint they pretty?
esp when they are in full bloom.
i totally melted.
(unable to find some decent pics on that yet, unless im prepared to sleep at 4am.)
never thought that i would fell in love with flowers one day.
HAHA.
and.
it so happen that,
its Netherlands' national flower.
thou its abit unofficial.
budd,
it doesnt matter anyway.
cuz,
they are still pretty with or without the label of Netherlands' national flower.
:D
i love tulips!
spoke at : 2:38 a.m.
i like my new fan!
it came in just in time,
just when i need it!
STUDY ROOM IS SO COOLING NOW.
thanksy PAPA.
btw,
that made me think of billy!
LOL.
spoke at : 11:16 p.m.
无奈中,
加了些凄凉。
但我,
除了唉声叹气,
什么也做不好。
气死我了啦!
spoke at : 10:39 p.m.
was supposed to blog about this ystd night de.
budd facebook took up too much of my time.
i only managed to change my skin after being stuck at face book for at least 3 hours.
(changing of skin was
supposed to be the first priority lor!)
thanks to kenneth pan ar.
keep psycho-ing me to reg.
and then intro me with all the applications!
LOL.
budd its funn lar.
so no regrets! :)
-----
went escape with OH YY, sijia, yingxuan, && BLIND DATES gang.
cuz the blind dates were having chalet.
so we decided to join in the funn for one day.
ESCAPE is.
BORING.
SO MANY KIDS.
SO LONG QUEUE.
SO MANY ADULT RIDES CLOSED.so disappointed.
thou we stuck in there for quite long.
since downtown has nth much to play too.
Pirate Ship down. :O
Rainbow down AGAIN.
another one was down. cant rmb the name.
AND,
inverter BROKE DOWN just before our turn.
JUST BEFORE as in,
the next ride will be us.
we were the first lorrr.
:(
luckily, operation continued in the late afternoon.
so we continued the rides after that.
hais.
why singapore is soooo small.
the rides are soooo safe.
we took flippers, andd the turns it made was just enough for us to admire the skies for awhile.
THATS NOT THE MOTIVE OF THRILLER RIDES.
grrr.
pathetic.
very pathetic.
i wannna migrate!!
LOL.
------
one not yet down,
another is coming up.
i dunno whether what i did was right larrr.
i got a feeling that by the line:
'let nature takes it course'
it meant sth is gonna happen sooon.
i got a feeling,
the speed is so fast,
that i have to prepare some answers by next week,
or the week after.
unlesss...
i happily mia-ed for a week or so.
LOL.
budd,
i really don't have that kinda energy to handle another set of problems/confusions now.
i feel so confused and helpless now lar!
can somebody tell me whether what i did was right or wrong?!
and,
i think if i explained the situation,
i might not be clearly understood,
andd i really really dunn wanna affect the others due to my problems.
:(
心好重啊。
my heart weighs more than a ton now.
i dunno whether the things i did was out of willingness,
or because
i dunno how to run out of this situation,
& i cant avoid obviously
or because
i was expected to do all these.
everything feeels so wrong wrong wrong.
yet,
my horoscope readings have to tell me everything will be fine, good, well.
GRRRR.
i think i m feeling more tired with the increasing problems faced,
in addition to the fluctuating nose blocked problems.
im getting sleeeepy.
I LIKE SLOW AND STEADY.
I LIKE SLOW AND STEADY.
I LIKE SLOW AND STEADY.
aiya.
like typing here matters.
lols.
i need white chocolate dream NOW.
spoke at : 1:11 p.m.
i like my new skin!
:)
COOKIE MONSTER.
wohoooo.
i'm gonna acc my real cookie monster now!
TEE HEE HEE.
facebook is so funn!
made me distracted& play for so long.
go join& add me LEH!
i have so few friends now.
so pathetic.
HAHAHA.
nightsy ppl.
spoke at : 1:38 a.m.
yay!
ELEARNING WEEK = SLEEP-IN-LATE WEEK
:D
ok.
nth much to be excited about.
since there are more than a million things to be done during that SHORT week.
yar.
it seems shorter than usual since there are so many activities gg on!
WHEE.
i wann go jolin's house for mahjong!
WAHAHA.
andd watch xiao hua xiao cao!
TEE HEE HEE.
i wann play 02jam!
&buy many many accessories and clothes for my character.
:S
ok.
i damn slow lar.
i rmbed seeing ah-min played like few yrs back?!
:X
budd its nice!!
thou i have poor coordination!
LOL.
saw this somewhere.
super true!
:)
budd, only got half of the definitions.
:S
1.你有把零钱放入钱筒的习惯吗? Yes~前进至3, No~前进至2
2.你就算熬夜也依然光鲜亮丽? Yes~前进至4, No~前进至7
3.你很想或曾经去过迪斯尼乐园? Yes~前进至6, No~前进至5
4.你喜欢的异性类都很相似? Yes~前进至7, No~前进至6
5.最近你很少看电影、只看影带、影碟? Yes~前进至9, No~前进至8
6.你自认和另一半的母亲能处得来? Yes~前进至8, No~前进至9
7.你会买新出品的东西来吃? Yes~前进至11, No~前进至10
8.你不相信超能力? Yes~前进至12, No~前进至13
9.你家有电暖器? Yes~前进至12, No~前进至13
10.你认为忠心已经落伍了? Yes~前进至13, No~前进至14
11.最近你认识了很好的同性朋友? Yes~前进至13, No~前进至14
12.你的房间塞了很多东西? Yes~前进至19, No~前进至15
13.内衣裤每天一定换洗? Yes~前进至16, No~前进至15
14.你没有什么恒心写日记? Yes~前进至17, No~前进至16
15.你的穿著满随便? Yes~A类型, No~前进至18
16.你一定会买排行榜歌曲? Yes~前进至20, No~前进至19
17.你的东西常遗失? Yes~E类型, No~前进至20
18.你有一些绒毛娃娃? Yes~A类型, No~B类型
19.看推理剧时你都能猜到犯人是谁? Yes~C类型, No~B类型
20.你想学滑雪? Yes~E类型, No~D类型
===============================
A类型:你是个观察力敏锐、感受力丰富的人, 季节变化或别人的举手投足都能拨动你的情绪, 很容易就跟着别人的旋律起舞,在别人眼中看来是个满情绪化的人. 感情方面,由于你敏感度很强, 和对方交往一阵子后, 就能看清对方的本性, 尽管无法忍受对方的缺点及不完美, 最后只好说再见了, 从认识到分手差不多只有半年!
B类型:你是个神经很细且温柔体贴的人, 对自己的第六感很有自信, 凡事都用直觉判断, 对于第一次见面的人,
如果凭直觉不喜欢的话, 就会很主观的拒绝对方, 属于好恶感很重的人. 这样的你在
选择对象时也一样, 一见面若看不顺眼, 就绝不给对方机会, 即使别人告诉你这个人不错, 你也宁愿相信自己的第六感, 向来是一眼即定对方生死, 倦怠期大约是
三个月C类型:你是个安定的人, 工作上也不会想出人头地, 只要稳定就好.. 从某些角度来看或许是消极了点, 但所谓平凡就是福, 这样也没什么不好! 找对象时, 你也会找那种「一劳永逸」型的人, 最好是恋爱谈一谈就可以结婚, 不要分手还要再找别的, 这样实在太伤神也太伤心了. 你谈恋爱的倦怠期大约是两年, 如果想结婚, 可要在两年之内喔!
D类型:你是个聪明、能够洞察人心的人, 不用等别人开口, 就可以解读别人的心思帮人把事情做好,这也为你博得许 ... ...
i think it speaks very truely for my character.
for the second part.
LOL!
*i hope this spells my words clearly!
:D
for the 'wen rou ti tie' part,
maybe it was meant for someone else!
HAHAHAHA!.
HEYHEY.
maybe i have that gentle side yet you guys never realised/seen it?!
:D
spoke at : 9:50 p.m.
(1)
i think i have split personality!
:S
----
(2)
im feeeeeeling very uncomfortable (in terms of emotionally) 24/7 in schoool due to many many situations!
:(
i dislike the feeling ALOT.
school has turned into a very very scary place.
:'(
i think im so intensed,sometimes i scared myself!!
-----
(3)
im not angry/pissed with the issue anymore.
i just feel awkward& helpless whenever i face you.
i dunno how to react to your actions.
cant think properly too.
so.
lets just maintain things this way for now.
till i have the time to think properly,
and/or know how to react& face you.
:)
------
(4)
i miss 928 laksa.
i miss being a (pure) yishunies.
i miss keying 67557965 on my phone.
i miss seeing 67557965 appearing on my caller id.
i miss taking 800/804.
i miss looking out of the window to see whether jo is in the room or not.
i miss staring out at other houses.
i miss my big big living room/bedroom/kitchen.
i miss 233 rojak.
i miss 233 sheng mian.
i miss walking along that pathway from home to yishun mrt.
i miss #07-562.
i miss running up to (down from) #12-560 with a plate in my hands filled with food.
i miss 'flying' down the stairs from 7th floor.
i miss the convenient bakery/coffeeshop/market.
i miss the swings at the mini hill.
i miss the prata in yishun.
ithinkimisseverythinginyishun. :(
im not meant to be an admiraltian.
-------
(5)
today is the last sensoryyyyy for our fyp.
^.^ :D *.*
you wunn be able to understand the happiness cum relieved-ness we felt.
OMG!
ITS OVER,
F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.
BIG THANKS TO:
Ms Leong, who helped us alot in many ways.
Shin, who fed us, do all those japalang stuff for us!
Sister Nanny, who helped us with the cooking today.
Cyndy, Yoshi for asking so many people to taste the food.
& all those who tasted the errr,
nice samples for us.
:)
SIJIA YINGXUAN,
ITS OVER!
WHEEE
^5.
im damn high over it cann.
i bet you guys are tooo!
we did it!
all 31 samples.
MUAHAHA!
no more porking!
BYE, MINCER!
:D
zhu rou mei RETIRED.
in another words,
no more nice treats to kop!
:S
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(6)
i think we further shocked ginseng again today.
with all the crazy laughters on the train,
and hyperactive acts.
:X
and no,
im not
yet crazy over him.
i still think yx is more high over him.
cuz she was the one who kept mentioning abt his arrival& appearance in the lab etc.
LOL
:P
k la.
dunn say you.
:)
-----
(7)
im tired.
i want to sleep now.
budd have to study for NTH quiz.
OR complete expt 2 datasheet.
:'(
jiayou jiayou!
-----
(8)
Finally,
i am aware of the fact that i m super emotional today.
super random too.
all eight items doesnt seem to have any links at all.
maybe there is,
and that will be:
its linked, TO ME.
:X
just bear with me,
andd the unpredictable hormones in me.
you'll get used to it,
one day.
:)
OFF TO WORK.
spoke at : 9:35 p.m.
脑和心真的能分成两体吗?
--------
梦曾是那么美的一件事。
但不知从几何时,
我开始对梦境产生了反感。
重复的梦代表了些什么?
从小就频频拥有着重复的梦,
虽然偶尔会感到困扰,
但不曾想这次般。
我讨厌这样的梦。
好讨厌。
讨厌自己的嘴硬心软,
讨厌自己的犹豫不决。
它让我好怀疑。
怀疑自己。
--------
为何被遗传的都是些让人心烦的东西??
传些让人开心的事给我可以吗??
--------
最后,
言语尽在不言中。
烦!
spoke at : 9:51 p.m.
kopped:
"我是有意
不让人家明白
我所写的。
to be read like an open bookis a vulnerability. "this is one of the very few phrases which i understood fully& clearly what the 'author' meant.
andd,
i agree to a large extent to the author's thought.
*winks.
---------------
tom yum soup is nice.
i finally know exactly where coronation plaza& serene centre is located.
andd i've got this feeling,
i went to coronation plaza before.
long long time ago,
when family outings were often.
thats not the main pt,
so lets just cast it aside.
:D
ate that this thai semi-restaurant.
i think we made the waitress partial pekcek even before we started ordering!
:X
we aint loud or whatsoever LAR.
just,
abit slow in ordering,
& still slowly deciding on what to eat when she came & took order.
tom yum soup is nice (for the second time.)
diff from fc 4 de.
slightly creamier, less spicy,
budd nice flavour.
i like!
min like!
jiahui,
absolutely love that bowl of soup.
she intro de mar.
beef noodles,
yummy.
pineapple rice,
oh-my-heaven.
thou the rice is abit soft.
budd still - NICE.
i wanna try sticky mango rice
in future.
chatted alot.
joked alot.
been long since we three sat down& high together.
been long since we update each other with our life.
been long since we crammed at each other's rooms & talk nonsensical topics.
been long since we played cluedo till we forgot abt the time.
been long ...
island creamery was okayyy only.
maybe due to the alr too full stomach.
maybe due to the wrong flavour chose!
maybe due to the high expectations.
anw,
i'll go back again soon enough,
to give it another chance to prove itself.
this time,
with a more experienced island creamery-er.
the night was short& cold.
the rain splattered onto our heads,
as we ran like mad dogs from serene centre to the nearest bus stop.
yet, every moment is enjoyable.
i think i m starting to miss them already.
& it made me wondered more,
why dad& mum wanna move away.
:(
let's meet up again soon k.
dunn make each other feel as thou we only see each other once a yr lehh.
very pathetic leh!
LOL.
:D
CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
lets roll tangyuan& sing songs tgt soooon!
i wann visit your hostel!
HOHOHO.
spoke at : 12:44 a.m.
to lie on the slide of the playground,feeling the light breeze blowing,admiring the stars,enjoying the moment of quietness,is a luxury.even if..at that point in time,you're sweating till an extent that you stink.--------when life gets tooo happening,
you would want to slow down your pace,
&get back to your peaceful& normal lifestyle.
i think i have been gathering toooo much lar!!!
participating in practically every other events,
althou i still pangseh-ed a few!
(ok, i did regret slightly not being able to attend the k session on sun! :S)
i wanna hear the 3 guys sing 苯小孩!!
& zhang dong liang actually sang a whole list of songs!!!
(usually, he only sings like 1 or 2 songs for the whole session!)
&& that east coast trip!
meeting jiahui& jiamin tml night!!
omg!!
will be damn happening again!
when 3 zharboh gather tgt,
havoc!!!
feeeeling so floaty now!!
its 12am!
i think i better get some sleeep!
i have been awake since 515am in the morning.
:)
andd,
i think im indeed a birthday spoiler.
AS IN.
a birthday surprise spoiler.
so you know who to count out when you're planning a bday surprise!!
LOL!
nightsy ppl!
sleep early tooo.
week 5 is gonna be crazy!!!
p.s.
4/7 gathering like in week 6!!
& meetups with the girls tooo!
&& the mass meetups sesssion!!
&&& im tired.
:X
spoke at : 11:32 p.m.
i dislike opening chain letters especially those regarding horoscope.
especially especially if they need ya to forward it to many many ppl,
if not you'll suffer from bad lucks.
WHY?
READ (the
bolds if you're not interested in the horoscope descriptions) :
ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.
16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!
15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
GEMINI - Irresistible Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.
9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying...
9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.
4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying.
4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.
24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.
2 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
PISCES - The Partner for Life Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
my point is:
WHY CAPRICORN (which is MY HOROSCOPE!!) ALWAYS HAVE THE MOST NUMBER OF YEARS OF BAD LUCK DE?!
why cant they be kinder to capricorn??
capricorns offended them izzit!
GRR.
this is not the first time i received this kinda chain letter.
andd capricorn always ended up with the LONGEST bad luck period if we dinn do as they say!
how irritating!
denn what am i supposed to do now?
pass this chain letter around and continue to 'xian hai' my friends?
or receive the longest period of bad luck?
HORRIBLE!
okok.
enough of ramblings!
time to go back to work.
spoke at : 11:14 a.m.
IF.1) singapore rains as often as we need to go to school
2) i have a smaller B**** & arms.
3) im rich! (HOHOHO~)
4) flat tummy
i will.
BUY ALL THE NICE NICE LONG SLEEVE TOP LAR.
they are all so niceeeee!
budd i cant fit in.
-.=
and the weather here wunn allow me to wear it out either.
how shitty.
andd,
im not rich enough to buy them all to admire at home!
:((((
boots are nice& comfy too.
just.
NOT IN SINGAPORE.
grrrr.
-----
talking about flat tummy,
i missed that tummy of mine when i had the chance to enjoy it during my last diarrhoea.
it really went almost FLAT.
^.^
thou,
the fats/food piled returned that very afternoon.
GRR.
i dunn mind having another diarrhoea in exchange for a longer almost-flat tummy thou!
HOHOHOHO!
spoke at : 11:16 p.m.
那梦,
好美好美。
美的让我不想起身,不想清醒。
在梦里,
那温柔,
那关怀,
那细心,
那爱护,
那疼惜,
一切都如此真实。
一切就像什么都没发生过。
那时的我,
有多么想好好珍惜那一刻。
好想这样永远保留着那完美无瑕的你。
但梦依旧是梦,
时间一到,
闹钟响起,
又是新的一天了。
梦碎了,
结束了。
我,
也该清醒了。
而我也因为这场梦,
被伤得更深。
spoke at : 12:49 p.m.
i wanna mahjong.
i wanna eat buffets.
i wanna play 跳飞机.
i wanna go drama-ing.
i wanna go sentosa.
i wanna cycle.
i wanna go night safari.
i wanna sleep.
i wanna go k.
i wanna play pool.
i wanna watch night sceneries.
i wanna do soooo many things.
yet,
holiday is still so far away.
its only the third week of school,
budd i m already tired out.
:(
contradicting it can be.
cuz,
i dread working life more.
:(((((
long holidays=arrival of working life.
arghs.
i wanna remain a kid forever.
spoke at : 11:05 p.m.
HEYHEY!
share my joy with me!!!!!
i have finished keying in two sets of data.
HOHOHO.
i wanna sleep already!
MUAHAHAHAH!
i dunn wanna be late for lessons tomorrrrow!!!
:(
idon'twanta D la. :(
spoke at : 9:10 p.m.
i.
was.
late.
for.
school.
again.
today.
and.
yes.
i.
overslept.
:(
------------------
friendster is a good tool for making new friends,
communication,
looking for long lost friends,
& tracking back.
i nearly rolled onto the floor when i saw the many many funny photos!!
:S
thats bad of me.
i have to hurry remove all my unglam photos and replaced it with the new ones!!!
i dunn wanna ppl to stare at my omg-imageless photo!!
:X
;)
spoke at : 12:02 a.m.
im sorry that i couldn't trust you.
its hard.
very hard.
the words you said.
the things you did.
the actions you gave.
made me lost the trust for you,
altogether.
it aint gonna be easy to trust you again,
especially not when you are still doing things to hurt me.
things are on par now,
with the way you dunn trust me,
and vice versa.
i dunno how to go about to changing the situation,
budd,
for the one of the few times,
i've a pessimistic feeling about this.
i just hope that this will be the worst.
:(
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on a happier note,
I HAVE FINISH MINCING THE THIRTY PORK.
in conclusion,
mincing 3000g of pork
is
NOT equal to
mincing 30 x 100g of pork.
THEY ARE DIFFERENT.
i stayed up in sch till 9pm on monday!
WHEETS.
crazy.
absolutely.
i minced 13 batch of meat, 16 batch of fats altogether!
started work at ard 1pm.
EIGHT HOURS STRAIGHT,
facing that cute lil mincer.
anddd meanwhile,
i shocked the fyp- juice group outta their life, with no bad intention!
i only slammed that stubborn stick-together freezing pork on the metal bench,
which in turn, producing this loud BANG.
upon hearing that,
chong kar, johann & the other guy (arron*) stared at me,
producing a big :O face,
shocked& speechless.
i was the one who was calm instead.
andd johann came forward to see if i needed help.
not mentally,
budd physically,
to separate the pork,
in less violent means.
:X
arron* reacted with a super super funny statement.
' the chicken killed your mother izzit?'
its.
super lame,
yet hilarious.
my reply:
'charcoal like that separate de mar.'
(true right?!)
eventually, i won the battle.
cuz,
johann dinn managed to separate it too!
;)
okok.
arron* suggested to use water instead.
:XX
i have to learn to be lesssss violent from now.
little act shows that im actually a absolute violent girl.
(ya lar, GIRL.)
andd,
i think i really did scared him.
cuz while they were doing prac in the afternoon,
he saw me in the kitchen,
andd i could still sense the 'she's unbelievable' feeling from him!
:X
anddd,
he mistaken me as his classmate doing expt while i was mincing,
so he came forward to see what i was doing is edible.
(typical food student act! HAHA. im not the only tam jiak one!
:P)
andd when i looked up,
he got a shock again,
andd siamed very quickly!
:S
im not that violent to people lar!!
:((
im violent,
budd not that bad to human beings!
he made me feel so guilty for being violent lar!
:X
then,
heaven decides to be kind/evil to me in the night.
rained.
kind becuz it made working in the kitchen cooling.
evil becuz it added on to the 凄凉-ness.
i was really glad to leave sch,
msg a whole list of ppl to inform them cann!!
YET.
MRT RIDE WAS HORRIBLE.
singaporeans are all crazy workers or what?!
920pm de train still so filled?!
*i managed to get a seat of cuz. im auntie luanting okays.
budd the thought of having to be inside a packed train made me so siandiao.
I THOUGHT I COULD HAVE THE WHOLE CABIN BY MYSELF!
:(
today,
had a bad stomachache in the morning,
which deprived me the ability to even walk.
i had bro mumbling 'jie, lesson starts at ten' every five mins.
(he's home early due to exams.)
nearly masked his mouth.
im in such a pain to bother about that lar!
luckily,
to make up for that,
he went to search for some medication,
that could lessen my pain!
went for 1/2 hour lecture when i felt better.
w/ sijia asking me why m i here for!
:XX
lesson ending lar,
budd guilty ma!!!
:X
anyway,
continued with the remaining batch in the aftnn.
everything went out relatively smoothly,
no chop slamming or whatsoever.
andd
i had xx& sj to help out!!!!
LEFT SCHOOL AT 5 plus.
;)
great achievement to finish them all!
&& at such a early timing!
was soooo pessimistic about today's session&
was soooo prepared to go home at about 7 alr!
:D
tml will be another crazy session.
althou gg home at 5 will be impossible,
budd hopefully everything will ends at 6!
:)
I LOOK FORWARD TO GG HOME EARLY TML!
WHEE.
PRAY FOR ME YEA!
and to go sch on time.
;D
spoke at : 10:48 p.m.
i went to blind date part II today.
thou i think that it was a 'set-up' plan by mdm oh,
i still went.
CUZ.
.
.
.
i wanna see zhang dong liang.
LOL!
went kbox marina.
I DUNN LIKE!
lols!!
drinks not nice!
staff attitude!
SYSTEM AUTO OFF.
no good no good.
suntec is better!
:S
(sijia agrees too lar. nth to do with andy k.)
HAHA!
i got sabo-ed BADLY.
first.they sabo-ed him to sit beside me the moment he came in.
how they did that?
sofa is in open-top rectangular shape.
two guys with long legs,
each occupied the side seat by lying on it.
another two person,
tried to space out on the horizontal sofa.
mdm ohsijia,
half lifted her legs on the chair,
leaving me with limited space.
a small small corner,
was specially left in the middle,
right beside me,
just nice for his consumption.
i almost fainted on the spot when i see that sudden reaction the two guys made when andy stepped into the room.
LOL
fast& swift.
shocking.
left me speechless.
after that.singing time
had a row of i-dunno-what-song,
with billy mumbling languages of their own world to froggy.
ended up,
ALL LOVE SONGS.
all sabo-ed for andy to sing.
(ohh, he was sick.)
andd,
i have duet with him for some songs!
all thx to mdm oh!
(imagine shen ah jiu jiu wo ba! & qing fei de yi!!!)
as if the space was not compact enough,zhang dong liang (the 初次见面, 却居心不良 guy) have to squeeze andy over to my side,
& sijia squeezing me towards his side.
FAINTS*
i sweared i made myself as slim & short (horizontally) as i could at that point of time.
you should have seen the way zhang dong liang trying to squeeze andy over.
i didn't know if i should laugh at the action,
or start preparing myself to defence!!
LOL.
i was just lucky enough,
that zhang dong liang was smaller& less strong than andy.
IF NOT,
i would have dug a hole to hide in.
im soooo lucky 7pm came by so quickly,
andd i told mummy i'll be back for dinner.
i cant imagine dinner session,
w/ unexpected stuff coming from sijia!!
indeed i scramed quick this time.
budd,
blind date part 3 is supposed to continue next weeek!
HOHOHO.
oh mi toh fuo!
ANDD ANDD.
I SAW SOMEONE ON THE WAY BACK HOME!.
GUESS WHO?
.
.
.
k la.
my primary sch fren, cum tution mate!
TADAH~
haotan!
damn surprised cum coin!
i added him in friendster ystd night,
while doing some friendster hopping!
:S
has been long since we really open our mouth to talk to each other!!
(we saw each other once while crossing the road, few yrs back, while having only enough time to say hi& bye!)
he looked more mature looking now!
budd quieter sia!
nope.
should be much more quiet k!
i was doing much of the talking! (as usual :X)
in the past,
we were one of those talkative chaps our tuition teacher would always take note of!
(ok, i think we are the only two!)
damn high!
rmb the days,
we have to stand side by side to do punishments tgt.
be it never do hw or talk too much!!
LOL!
and the macdonalds day!
where we will be the most diu lian of all!
cuz of 101 kuku reasons!!
:X
and
the wildness in class.
the singing of ben xiao hai in class.
playing with jacinta& khimyong!
slapping each other!!
always tio caught by mrs singh!!
:X
damn huai lian!
i miss my p sch days man!
;)
*turns back clock to yr 1999.
the best part of p sch life.
:D
spoke at : 10:31 p.m.
MOM: *bangs pots& pans at 8 in the morning!*
WHERE DID MY WHOLE BOTTLE OF BIRD NEST WENT??!!!!
DAD: *blurred look.* i was in the bedroom with you lar. not me.
DI: *sleepy* HUH?
ME: *yawning, yet calm*
stomach. me ystd supper.
* walks back to bed*
MOM: WWWWHHHHHAAATTTTT!!!!!!!!!
*fainted*
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i think thats wadd gonna happen tml morning when she finds out that sth is missing from the fridge tml!
WAHAHAH!
spoke at : 11:48 p.m.
buffet on regular basis kills.
i dunn even feel the slightest 'fullness' after a bowl of noodles during lunch!!!
in fact,
it seems as thou,
i ate only a few pieces of biscuits.
THATS SCARY.
my stomach must have expanded largely due to my irregular & horrible eating style (too many buffet lunch/dinner) these few weeks.
:S
life must get back to normal.
i must stop this horrible habit!!
budd,
all the food seem so delicious right now!!
:X
i totally lost control.!
andd,
im missing:
shilin chicken.
mars bar ice cream.
happy waffle.
HAPPY STICK.
brownies.
cheesecakes.
white choc dream.
& ben&jerry's!!!!!
MAYBE after i managed to eat all these,
then...
i shall return to my normal eating habit!
HOHOHOHO!
by then,
hope you still cann recognise me!!
:X
p.s.
so sorry to miss the east coast date &the blind date.
:X
i felt so bad lar!
hais.
spoke at : 11:07 p.m.
been busy with
1. FYP
2. get togethers
3. slacking
4. birthday celebration
5. visiting new places
6. eating
7. gaining weight
8. FYP
9. slapping people's butt
10. school
okok.
i know no. 1& 8 are repeats!
BUT.
its occupying so much of my time NOW!
:(
i know i shouldnt grumble,
since all along,
its has been kinda smooth sailing& easy for us.
things never get too good or too bad.
there will always be a turning point.
thats what i believe la.
there's loads of photos to be uploaded.
yet,
i cant bring myself to save &then proceed to do the usual routine.
im tired out.
or rather,
im plain lazy.
sensory are piling up,
thats why i have been busy with eating,
andd gaining weights follows,
especially since the new places that we usually visit are selling nothing other than food.
no.9 is crap.
andd sheryl chong understands why.
WAHAH!
ohh!
talking about birthday celebrations,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
OH
YUE
YING!
glad that you like the pleasant surprise.
thou the 'sha xiao' makes it so funny!
oooops/.!!
andd i finally visited your place!
;)
i do hope i cann upload all your unglam photos,
both steamboat& bday bash,
budd i think eventually,
visiting your site will be a faster& more reliable choice!
HOHOHO.
ohh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIEN YONG a.k.a grandson too!!
(thou its still 12 mins away as of current time.)
no surprises for you thou,
`cept maybe a msg later,
since we dunn even know where are you now!
LOL.
ok.
enough of crap.
back to no. 1& 8!!
before i get myself to be prepared for no. 10!
;)
spoke at : 11:29 p.m.