spoke at : 12:18 a.m.
spoke at : 12:18 a.m.
i love the pool.
many many.
thou it makes my shoulder broad.
grr.
andd makes me go very hungry after that.
i love white choc dream from coffee bean.
topped with choc, vanilla powder.
love it many many too.
thou it makes my calories& sugar level goes up like nobody's business.
i love sleeping late in the night,
enjoying the breeze and the darkness while wasting my life& beauty sleep away.
i love taking bus rides to and fro,
without any destination.
again,
wasting my youth again.
i love to self torture.
to have many many stuff to do at one time,
to stress myself so much,
that i have to complain complain nonstop!
andd suffer from breakdown.
i love the paris lovers!
they are too sweet to resist and becuz of that,
i wanna be at home all sundays when they are showing!
it means, i cann forgo the batam trip too.
i dunn mind!
;D
im crazy.
and its all due to the stupid workload i m having.
and my napfa!
shuttle run HOW?!
sbj HOW?!
HAI
its sunday today.
budd the mail has not arrived.
=(
spoke at : 3:52 p.m.
i swear.
my study room smells exactly like the fd flavour lab now!
goddamnit.
with all the gamma nonalactone& diacetyl polluting it!
it smelt absolutely creamy and coconuty now i feel like puking!!!!!!
i regretted totally for bringing this two flavour back home!
really!!
=((
im so glad i did not put those smelling strips in my bedroom!
thank guanyinma!
i seriously need to air my room NOW!
=(
andd i haven started biotech!
@#%$^@&$
spoke at : 9:52 p.m.
its such an irony.
how some ppl can change in such short time.
like just a few months time or even shorter,
and vroom.
another person with the exact features appeared in front of you,
yet with another kind of personality/character/whatsoever that matters.
andd looking at the past entries made,
the past comments given,
it just felt funny.
funny how you could change so much,
with such limited time.
i simply couldnt understand.
just like i couldn't understand,
why some feelings can come and go so quickly.
while others stayed on.
note:
no.
im not talking about myself.
neither am i talking about
you.
nor
you,
or
you!
so,
dunn get affected by it.
;D
its just some..
funny thoughts!
spoke at : 12:30 a.m.
i still think my brain processes much slower than many others.
as in,
the way my brain reacts to reaction
way too slow to survive properly in this hectic society.
nevermind that.
anw,
i realised that,
whenever i bloghopped,
there is a sequence in which the blogs i will visit.
i will always visit angel's blog first,
cuz she always have updates! ^.^
andd then to xinyi's, celeste's, may's & some other usual peeps.
andd,
i have this funny habit of visiting peizhen's blog immd after i finish reading may's updates!
andd,
so happen that i jumbled up my sequence today,
visiting her site thru mine unintentionally.
no updates. :(
so i continued my usual sequence.
andd,
when i visited may's site after that,
i clicked on peizhen's link (again).
and.
i only realised it like when the page is fully loaded.
(no, my internet speed is not veryyyy fast.)
see,
i told you
my brain processes slowly.
so next time,
if i happen to pause like ten secs after you talk,
do be reminded that:
my brain is still processing what you're trying to say.
not that i m dao-ing you, acting stupid or whatsoever.
i just need more time to think thru what you're gg to say.
yes.
and i know i m damn crappy today!
TEEHEEHEE.
ohhyarr.
i cann finally finally do clockwise hula!
thou i cann only hold on for like 2mins most of the time,
and max 5 mins?!
andd the hula's speed goes like WOW!
totally uncontrollable,
if not,
it'll fall.
so i end up having a heartbeat faster than after doing pumpings.
okok.
i know i need some sleep!
=xx
spoke at : 11:32 p.m.
for the first time,
typing an email takes me more than an hour.
-.=
i have to be so tactful in my typings so i wunn appear to be like a small kid emailing and that he understands all e stuff i wanna convey!
im soooo stressed up!
LOL
yet.. excited!
;)
andd,
if i tell papa,
that i wanna go netherlands to study,
what will be his reactions man!
LOL
like..
why netherlands?
and what m i gg to tell him????
hahaha.
ar-ha!
cuz quite near switzerland!
wann visit me easier!
so he cann travel down during the weekends when he is there to work!
LOL!
i will ask him later!
:DD
spoke at : 12:51 p.m.
that still as super disgusting cough syrup.
i will rmb you for life!
YUCKS.
=xx
shiatz.
i think our yoghurt drink is still sitting in the fridge
inside the kitchen.
=S
spoke at : 9:12 p.m.
that retarded cough mixture is killing me.
i cant remember when was the last time i visit a GP,
andd i certainly dunn rmb when was the last time i ate that yucky syrup/mixture.
budd.
the taste of it still sucks.
like it used to.
andd the after effect is worse.
thou i coughed like twice lesser.
sore throat no more,
andd blocked nose almost gone,
(gosh, i sounded as thou i took some magic portion.)
p/s. i seen the doc ard 3pm, took the med at 330pm today.
look at time now - 5pm.
budd.
i still feel as tired as past few days!
so,
i cant do any work now,
EXCEPT SLEEP!
my biotech how?!
packaging& processing due soon too!
=((
i feel even more stressed up now!
andd the doctor is crazy.
he gave me sooooo many pills to swallow!
am i
that sick?!
=x
spoke at : 5:01 p.m.
come to think about it,
five years down the road.
andd i m still treating things the way i used to.
HAHA.
just that this time its with a different feeling.
im always avoiding things.
LOL.
andd.
my whole body is aching!
WHY?!
needless to say,
the throat,
the nose,
the head.
i have no idea,
why the tummy,
the arms,
the back,
the neck
have to join in the funn.
spoke at : 12:35 p.m.
my sore throat is getting from bad to worse.
=xx
blame myself for being so tam jiak!
=S
i think i ate alot of not-supposed-to-eat food during this period.
crazy.
thou half of all those i ate,
i initially innocently thought that they pose no harm to my sore throat cum heatiness.
happily thinking that green bean soup is good to remove heatiness,
when i added in dried longans. -.-
andd that extra low fat yummy but super heaty black sesame ice cream.
andd andd.
for innocently believing that lychee was supposed to be cooling.
to hell,
my sore throat got worst. -.=
because it is a super heaty fruit.
andd the most crazy thing is...
this week was supposed to be one of the quizzes-week.
OMG.
cann you imagine having such headache cum throatache cum blocked nose
(in conclusion, discomfort almost everywhere)
andd you have to take the quizzes..
zzz.
life haven been great watching the family eating durians happily for the past few days..
tasting nth but the pain sensation in the throat whenever i swallow my saliva.
andd worse of all,
you cant eat& breathe at the same time.
@!$@%@$^%$
i almost hated eating especially these few days,
where my blocked nose gets only from worse to worst.
but i have to.
if not i will be floating like nobody's businesss.
IM WEAK!
humphs!
andd.
thinking the weekends will be nicer,
datasheets have to start to flow in.
tian!
i feeel so sick!
=(
spoke at : 10:48 p.m.
never understood which part of me irks her so much.
makes her so geram each time she sees me.
andd the way she reacts/manages her anger is always so funny.
andd she likes to do things that hurt herself more at the end of the day,
rather than disturbing us.
she is somebody that i have always failed to understand.
andd perhaps (not),
never will.
spoke at : 11:05 p.m.
i must be the dumbest girl on earth.
OMG.
cody is 12 only.
OMG!
NOT 14!
smacks forehead*!
even shin knows that!
FAINTS!
CODY!!!!!!
you cheated me!
spoke at : 10:58 p.m.
friday-
yummy chocolate exotic.
andd popcorns :)
watching transformers with gladys& sijia is nice too!!
andd bumble bee is just so pretty.
AND SO IS THE GIRL'S TUMMY.
LOL.
budd her tummy so sexy LA!
i want~!!
lols.
my throat& voice is not recovered/back yet.
cuz of the stuff i have been gobbling down.
=xx
today-
sijia's mumsy is just so funny.
and cute tooo!
HAHAs.
had late night supper at her place.
sounds crazy. ;)
orh jian, fried chicken wings..
nth cann be more sinful than that
when you are having bad cough& flu& blocked nose& lost voice.
HAHA
as stubborn as i cann be,
i m gg to eat roti prata& fish curry with didi for breakfast tml.
YUMMYLICIOUS :)
i think i cann simply forget the fact that i need to slim down.
neither should i rmb that yesss. i m still having a bad bad cough.
and a lost voice!
MOHOHO.
andd.
i still dunno wanna ask who go for that NCC thingy LA!
omg.
such headache.
ANDD my flvr& pqm are driving me crazy!!!!!
i haven touch them.
HOW?!
i dunn feel like gg to school on MONDAY!
=DDD
spoke at : 11:58 p.m.
having sore throat with blocked nose tgt with some bad coughs are bad enough.
craving for foood at this point of time is horrendous.
budd,
craving for food that you cannot eat is HORRIGIBLE.
i so wanna eat yakun's kaya TOAST.
homemade durian cakes by uncle.
yummy chocolate fudge cakes.
WHITE CHOC DREAM
yummy fried chicken wings.
sambal fish.
and so much more.
the craving increases directly proportionally to the intensity of illness you seee.
that means.
i crave for them more at night.
since i usually cant even breathe properly when the darkness sets in.
grrr.
i so wanna recover faster.
ohh yarr.
i saw wanting while waiting for mummy, jasmine aunty& gang to appear outside chongfu.
still as cute.
budd singapore's weather must have made her go all shy again.
she acted as thou she didnt know us.
(me& didi were there.)
slaps forehead*
stared at her so long,
wondering whether we recognised wrongly.
double checked with her name tag,
approached her,
denn all she did was give a small lil smile,
andd she ran off.
-.-
WHERE DID THAT BUBBLY WANTING WENT?!
so sad!
on a lighter note,
we saw amanda too.
and.
she is still as HIGH as ever.
thou it has been a long day in sch for her.
cann see so becuz...
she kept hitting my butt upon seeing me.
chasing after my butt when i siam-ed.
i dunno why.
budd this is her form of greeting to me whenever she sees me.
-.-
got some photos from them toooo.
andd didi& i laughed our ass off when we saw this.
cody acting shuai.
OMG.
bth.
HAHAHA
how to not roll on the floor like that.
anddd.
he is so gonna kill me if he happens to chance upon this photo on my blog.
anddd.
he is so gonna go after us when,
.
.
.
didi& i changes our dp to this!
MOHOHO.
shall upload more pics when i m free to resize the gigantic files.
off to bed.
nightsy!
spoke at : 11:38 p.m.
sore throat sucks like shit.
i hate it the most,
budd i seem to get it ALL THE TIME!
WHY?!
andd i love fever the most among all the sickness.
YET,
i never/rarely got it.
grrr
choy*
i dunn feel like having fever right now either.
it doesnt seem right to fall sick, with FEVER esp,
when we are having two dumbdumb quizzes next week.
andd life sucks more.
cuz i got a combination of sore throat& running nose.
the second most irritating and hate-able sickness.
ARHH
i got to SLEEP.
so that i cann recover faster.
i cant smell a shit now.
neither cann i taste yummy food.
=((
spoke at : 11:39 p.m.
i think i did sth wrong again.
=xx
spoke at : 12:08 a.m.
tingx- 
