this is the bday card designed for siewboonie.
we dinn let ms gian and mr phua down, or did we?
hahas.
c that pink flower and purple heart at e right hand side.
yupps.
that is e outstandin masterpiece by ms ong cheng pei!!
hahas,
n if u r wonderingg wad that blue pocket with dollar sign doin there..
it was the gift for boonie.
yeshh.
$$$$
hahas.
we feel that it is better to spend it this way..

okkays.
gtg do my stuff.

i m so caught with that iodide goitre by the way..
=((

it sure is funny to see ur mum fighting the rights of her son with her husband.
it is even funnier to see ur dad doing the same thing, cept in this case, his daughter and his wife.

okays.
how did i manage to come up with this scenerio?
it happened to me of cus.
with my now-so-limited brain cells.
do u tink i have enuff of it to come up with sucha crappy thingy?

gosh.
how i hate the sight of my computer.
ARGHS.
it reminds me nth budd WORK.
=((
i have got no life!!!
no life!!!
totally atrocious.
horrible.

i rather tutorials are thrown to me.
=((
thinking of that.
MY CEP.
shit.
yes.
work again.

just a short entry i promise
n i will go..
=S

been thru a lot of emotional incidents that make me so upset disappointed 气馁 n stuff.
called up to shu aNd complainn.
okays.
it was an unntentional complaint.
was supposed to tell her abt sth else n end up chatting abt that.
apparently jia has made her 压不住 that 好奇心.
hahas.

on the phonee.
she sounded surprised.
budd guess it wasnt her first time hearing things lidat.
so like me..
she talked in a very neutral tone.
like so give up on this kinda ppl le.

bloghopped to her blog just now.
saw her most recent post.
apparently.
her 遭遇 has posted a great enuff impact on her alr.
now added on to me n jia's 遭遇 simply made her feel more 气馁.
i feel so bad now.
like its affecting her rather badly.
(i hope not.. shu)

this has been a bad month..
to the few of us.
everyone has like so much troubling matterss to handle.
LIKE SO SAD.
hais.
i wished that the worst has happened.

加油喔！
要撑着点。
雨停了就是晴天了！！
=D

on the list is:

ifpd quiz on mon
fd mat assgnt by mon/thurs
sensory on tues
qaas case study by wed
pbl by wed
formal report by fri
datasheet by fri

e wk after
two quizzes
meat ppt
ifpd fd expo assgnt
fd chem tutorial
aNd
many many moree

i m slapped on the face againn.
there goeess my wkns as usual..
i think i m starting to cherish my weekdays moree.
=((

aNd.
holidaysssssssssss.

luckily jia suggested to postpone that steamboat gatheringg.
if not.
i think both of us cann diE happily on sat midnight.
in the arms of our notess and projects.
=D

like how nice.
yes.
aNd i cann visualise how messy is her table now.
just like mine.
with all e ref all over!
omgg.
i think we r gonna get eat up by all these one day.

hurry come holidayyy..
i need u badly.

arghs.
i m gonna PRODUCE one blogskin out.
i m sick n tired of browsing thru millions of blogskins which none seems to be of my likin.
grrww.
i shall produce one out.
any blogskins for dummy books available???
i think i will need them badly.

ohh yah.
add on a note.
that is when i have the time to do it.

i m havin mixed feelings.
feel so confused now.
wad should i do?
hais..

btw.
my mum has gone hysteric (in a bad way) since e moment my dad pens down his signature!
wahahas.
is that a sign of bu she de-ing!!
okays.
i hope so.
even if that is to be a self console.
bleah

dad called just now.
he went to m'sia for work la~

he leaked some good news.
though it still sounds unconvincing.
till he successfully consent IN PERSON face to face..
i m not gonna jump into any conclusions.
i dunn wish to get high over nth.
denn get super low.
=D
so i m hopin that things shall remained this way.
pray for me ppL
thats so psychology btw.
=S

went back to yishun ystd.
everything looks so familiar yet distance.
e route which i used to walk home.
e lift i used to take.
e living room, e bedroom.
is like only 2 weeks since i moved out.
everything seems so diff alr.

dad was talkin to mum btw.
n i overheard sth..
tink.
some buyers gonna buy it alr.
or they r just gonna sell it at some low price.
tink they r too sick of e housing thingy alr.

in other words.
i wunn b able to pop in e house as n when i like.
i wunn b able to go back n sit ard doin nth n think of things that used to happen in that house.
be it quarrel. fun. laughters. play or wadsoeva.
hais.

there r so much emos to handle.

things get so complicated when u grow up.
n e older u grow.
e more ppl changes.
thinkin starts to get complicated.
started to be selfish.
started to be evil.
cunning.
scheming.

is like all so scary.
where r all those ppl whom we used to know that seems/appear kindhearted?
or rather, where did that side of them went?

maybe i appeared to b lidat sometimes.
i dunn0.
i m unsure too.
budd.
perhaps its e society ba.
that moulded us to b lidat.
though it shouldnt be of some excuse.
budd that seems to b e truth.

how nice it would b if thinkings cann paused at a naive thought.
if so,
life will be so peaceful.
so fine.
so great.
so simple.

by denn.
life wunn be life.
=D

did many first times today.

1- first time working with maymay n xuanxuan.
2- first time working with shinni (alone) too.
3- first time caught in the lib with the stupid computers to irritate me.
4- first time not being a psk. wahahas.
5- first time gg to sister nanny restaurant. =DD
6- first time gg out with eastees.
7- first time take train from city hall back home.
8- first time tio CHASED OUT at yishun. =(
9- first time have to wait pathetically at yishun for that dumb train to arrive.
10- first time to realise that e route home is actually VERY WINDY n SONG on after-rainy days.

to sum it up.
theres happy n sad first times..

i enjoyed numbers 1,2,5,6 and 10.
like half of them.
hmmm.
okays.
so it was a great day after all.

=D

minus that unpleasant waiting period at yishun.
hais.
i still cant accept the facts.
sad.

sometimes..
i just wish
u could tink in my shoes.
tink in the way my life is in.
my situation.
rather denn just viewing things under ur eyes.

things cann be so complicated.
things cann be planned so carefully.
yet
u trashed everything.
with just one sentence. one view.

how i wish u cann tink as much as i do.
i really wish

hahas.
i found this while tryin to send a photo to joys just now.

hahas.

guess u guys saw e changes ars.

=x

no.

i cant reveal e blue pants guy.

i will get killed.

by either side.

so.

since e frame is meant for xiuxiu.

so putting mr pd photo will b e most appropriate.

btw

in this photo,

minmin is tryin to show xiuxiu.

wad should she do behind e doors with e frame.

wahahas.

=DD

there is two stories to share today.

part one]-

me n jia met this 怪叔叔 on the mrt back home today.
omg.
he is super weird.

as usual.
we were super excited over the growth of our baby tama(s)
denn we were like tryin so hard to matchmake it just now.
so we kept playing games tgt.
denn this 怪叔叔 wanted to walk down e platform.
denn we happened to block his way.

so he no choice u-turn back to his original position.
meanwhile.
he stared at us.
n of cus.
our baby tama(s) too.

tout nth of it.
denn board e train.
denn keep feeling stares from a direction.
look over.
that 怪叔叔 is still starin at us.
AND our tama(s)
like our tama(s) so weird lidat. =x

feeling threatened.
we went over to another door away from him.
still starin occassionally.
cus he was partially block by another uncle.
omgggg.
soo scary la.

denn got ourselves a seat.
look over.
he is still lookin into our directionn.
my stop reaching le.
denn he was like fidgetin with his bag la.
denn i asked jia

me: wad if he alights tgt with me n follow me home??
jia: huh. wunn one la. dunn scare urself.
me: okays. i will 趁他不注意时，溜出去。denn when he realise i m gone. he will follow u home.
wahahas.
=S

n i did.
sneak out of e mrt while he is like bio-ing ard.
=x
wahahas.

okays.
i tink we tink too much la.
budd.
it makes our trip more funn la.
wahhas.

part two]-

i suddenly feel very tired.
suddenly dunn wann talk abt it le.
wahahas.
so tune in next tym
=PpP

zzz.
this was supposed to b sth abt e luanting day [by maymay]
and e w couples outing.
hais.
end up.
blogger ate up everything.
denn now.
lazy to retype.

i wanted to say sth like hmm.
shall type it again when i feel like it.
budd
somehow tink its gonna be like another self deceivin session.
so forget it.

actually.
i tout i would blog abt e trip to goong-ing.
budd.
i tink i shall give it a miss.
hahas.
cuz m dead tired n super shag.
so wanna finish up this post.
hurry study for that cep quizzzzz.
n off to bed.
dunn wann b late tml.
dunn wanna be throw alone here.
wahahas.

we had a mini bday celebration for siewboonie today.
met the others at khatib right after sch.
though we reached like 1029475383905 yrs later denn them.
hees.
we tried our best to rush here le.
we dinn dilly dally at least.
budd sorry still.
=S

went to her void deck.
i mean siewboonie's.
yep.
n did a mini p sch proj there.
heees.
like how p sch.
we bought this board from popular.
n decided to deco it for her!
ideas originated from HER PHEYA~
=DD

so mi shu n jia went on designing the board with happy bday.
n swt lil notes from all of us.
while jo went n came back from ichiban at toapayoh cuz she needed to grab that wonderful cheesecake for siewboonie.
draw draw draw.
cut cut cut.
snap snap snap.
tada~
finally done.. =DD
hmm.
no pic now.
shall upload it later.
its NICE!
correction.
is WONDERFUL.
or MARVELLOUS.
=x
like so bhb.

denn pei came.
n did her lovely lil flower.
so sweet.
n OUTSTANDING.
make us all soo guilty for just writing a note. =x
anw.
we went up to her house after that.
denn jo came up to knock e door.
while we hid at her neighbour's house.
(sounds familiar ars DCP2B04 gang. lols. yes. e feeling is exactly the same as wad we did e previous time. =S just a diff character this tym round.)

denn jo went on crappin wit her.
since she is SUPPOSED to go up.
denn POP.
we jumped out!
wahahas.
she is like =O
why r u guys here.
=DDD
to celebrate your bday of cus dearie girL!!!
sang bday song tgt wit her dad n mum on the corridor.
sounds weird.
budd her parents super sporty.
sang along with us.
just in a more normal way. =x

went into her house.
ate e cake.
took some photos.
chatted awhile.
waited for shuyan's arrival.
n off we go.

c.
i told u.
it was meant to b a MINI celebration. =x
we were at her house for like ard 1/2 hour e most.
=x
cant b blame.
more denn half of us r havin quizzeS tml u c.
so ya.
hafta chop chop n siam!

glad that u like it boonie!
yea.
we love you so!!
muackies ah yi!
=DD

btw.
credits :: idea of party - jo
mastermind - jo
idea of pressie - jo
idea of card - jia
creation of cards - all

hahas.
okays.
i m still not SO creative.
i will try harder e next tym round to get my name up.
wahahas.

lastly.

SIEWBOONIE!!!
生日快乐！！
愿我们的友情能长久！！

yups.
we will b friends to witness each other's wedding.
each other's childbirth.
each other's turning old.
yep we will!!

hahas.
i so love u all cann!!!
i know u all goosebumps le!
wahahas.
budd bleah!
kks.
study time.
lucks to all those who have quizzes tml.
n business students who have their CA.
n o / a levels peeps!!
jiayou!

ming tian hui geng hao! =D

do u know how sick is it when u have to do sth u dunn like and act as though u like it.
di u know how sucks is it to do sth u dunn like and with double e efforts.
do u know how irritating is it when u have to sacrifice your time your sleep for sth u dunn like just to appease someone.
do u know how stressful is it when u have to delay your work, postpone everything else to do sth u dunn like.

e worse part shall be.
e person doesnt appreciate it at all.
any idea how sucks e feelin is?

u taught us not to be selfish.
budd wad kinda acts r u showin us.
wad kind?

did u eva show concern to our emotions.
we have to deal with them on our own.
due to ur acts.
have u eva spare a tout for us.
or rather for me.

do u know how tiring is it to stay up till 1plus 2.
or sometimes even 3 to finish up MY work so that e next day i cann continue to help u?

and all that i received is.
so school work is more of an issue, more impt denn ur family.
like a piece of shit dumped into my face.

and that u r reprimendin me for stayin up late.
wad kinda acts are u showing?

cann u like show a sense of sympathy?
cann u.
u have two god damn child.
even if u dunn acknowledge me as one.
at least
e fact that i was in ur god damn womb for 9 months.
and 9 days to b specific.
doesnt change.
yes.

it was you who wanted me in this world.
it is you again.
who wans to rid me off this world.
fine.
so be it.
i m sick of it anyway.

wads e use of explainin when u know wad u r doin is guilty.
fancy comin up with a reason or excuse u call it immediately aft being asked upon.
u c.
its all planned beforehand.
i guessed, my fate too.

shit idiotic asshole.

i m tired.
let me be.

i m not guilty of wad i said.
cus at least.
i tout of e fact that u will be struggling on ur own.
i volunteered to help.
i tried to help.
to e best of my ability.
budd like a fool each time.

cus.
e end of e struggling.
e hard works.
will be sarcastic remarks by u.

i gave up.
totally.

symptoms showing that you are stressing yourself up with schwork.
or rather sch is stressing you up with woRk.

- you wake up every morning to recall wad reports/tutorials/datasheet/assignment/revision you have yet to complete.

- when you see a table full of food, u made a mental note --> wads e fat content of this, any beta-carotene, anthocyanins, anthoxanthins etc present and the list continues. [wad a spoiler for a nice meal huh.] [okays. that applies to our course only.]

- you paste all your handwritten lecture notes all over. [study table, bedroom, even bathroom. (yes. i did that before. -.-) ]

- the first thing you said to your fren is finish your assignment/tutorial/datasheet/revision/report [a.k.a. wadeva in the later part of e entry] alr?

- you chiong to the library [yes. chiong.] to get wadeva ref books you need after each experiment.

- you grab the ref books as though it is some on sales apparels/items. [sounds familiar ar, shin?]

- you hoped that elearning will never arrive. [yes. though u need not go to sch.]

- you run through the things u have to complete within when and when once a while in your mind.

- you try to push forward your deadlines so you wunn need to rush thru your [wadeva] at the last min. [that sucks esp with quizzes lying in the same wk.]

- you study each quiz as though it is some semestral exam.

- you study semestral exam as though it is o/a level. [thank god. we dunn have anything more 'impt' denn sem exam]

- the reason to why u have panda eyes --> you have been rushing thru ur [wadeva] the night before. [okays. i admit there r some procastination and side tracks here n there.]

- the number of pages for datasheet increases significantly. and each time it becomes more colourful.

- the number of pages of report increases significantly and each time, more ref books are used.

- you [who doesnt refer to ref books initially] actually jio ppl to library to find ref books.

- lastly. you. actually. blog. about. everything. ESPECIALLY. school. work. .cum. the. amt. of. workload.

yes.
if u r wondering.
99% of the symptoms i caught it.

and.
if u r wondering again.
yes.
this idea came from kdrama [specifically, its obtained from goong fan club's website] fans.
and.
i m acting like a pathetic fool.
transformin it intoo some study fanclub thingy.

yes.
i have been driven crazy by the work load i m receiving.
and yes.
i might jolly well just have another breakdown.
addin on to the fact that my mum is acting like a nuisance.
yes.
if she is more understanding.
ya.
wadeva.

sad.
=((
i wanted to change my blogskin.
budd i couldnt fiNd a nice one!
why lidat.

initially i wanted some attitude ones.
denn cant fiNd a nice one.

denn decided to go for rebellious kind.
wah.
even worse.

denn hmm.
maybe some sexy and wild kind.
bikinis.
babes.
even bed.
ARHH!
still dunn have..

denn finaLLy.
decided on shin- [goong]
is like so not me alr.
arghs.
budd!
still dunn have..
!@#%^%$#@!#$%

why do this to me?!
sadded.
cann someone teach me how to make blogskins..
denn i wunn need to 'borrow' ppl's skin.
haiss.

i m so sad now.
so not in e mood to do anything now.
=((

though everyone knows that.
blog is meant for everyone to read.

budd.
aft so long.
still finds it weird to know of ppl whom u r not very close with who actually reads ur blog.
is like.
hmm.
how do i phrase it?
dunn0.
just find it weird.

budd.
why didnt i fiNd it weird reading other ppl's blog??
ooops/.

today.
marks e last day..

of mr pd
being able to seNd me home.

ok.
i cann picture u guys de -.- faces.
lols.

budd.
is true la.
cus.
tml.
he wunn be gg baCk at the same time as me.
denn next week elearning.
so..
no more chance le.

so.
he presented to me e best farewell gift.
for the time being.

its has been months away.
since i mentioned abt moving.
ya
2 to 3 months away.
everything is like.
movin on so quickly.
rarely haf e time to pause n tink abt things.
or rather.
i didnt wan to tink.
its just too painful and agonizing.

now.
everything is still so unbelievable.
like i gonna move over on wed.
zzz.
not a bit of anticipation.
or excitement.
just plain sian dia0.

yes.
i will miss yishun.
of cus i will.
e memories i had here.
be it good or bad.
be it fun or dull.

i really dunn0 when will i come baCk here again.
really dunn.
like i gonna acc mr pd back home just to drop by at yishun.
like so impossible yea.
yups.

unless.
we gonna hold..
LOADS OF GATHERING AT MONJO HOUSE!
heard that monjo?!!
wahahas.

k la.
i got to go finish up my gluten datasheet,
before i hit e bed.
n not wake up again.
=S

zzz.
in other words.
回家的路上只有我自己相伴了。
so not funn.
no more powerful stories le.
=((
yes i will miss those too.
hahas.

the photos taken on xiuxiu n xuanxuan's bday.



the bday girLs n sam's cake.



the giRLs.



the family.
- shin e daughter, xiu e son-in-law, xuan e mama, jia e papa.
(wad abt me? aunty luanting lors. =S)



-the party for xiuxiu aNd xuanxuan.



-bday cake 2



- e surprised girLs.



- bsteads.



-l steads with e presents.



-kiev n xiuxiu



- t steads


-minmin and xuanxuan





- e taitai mahjong team.


-forced to wear e hat.




-feeding each other with e 'cake'



-laogong 背叛我！！！



- the weiwei couple.


-sister nanny

stll got a lot more la~
budd tink btw e time i put all up..
more new pics will b coming up.
hahas.
so yea.
enjoy e photos first.
denn later got time denn upload more.
=D