你知道吗？
我突然间想到这个。
搬走后，思佳小姐就不能陪我上学了。
品达先生就不能偶尔陪我回家了。
乌龟小姐也不能陪我一起去走走了。
不能因为我的一通电话，就陪我去哪儿又哪儿。
少了这么多人的陪伴，我给怎么办好？？
我不要搬啦！！！
搬了我会很寂寞的！！
haix..
spoke at : 7:51 p.m.
dear brain.
be good.
stop tinking silly things.
lemme have a rest.
pls.
AHHHHHHH.i m gg crazy.
SOON.
spoke at : 11:09 p.m.
这想法曾在我脑海中浮现过。
有一天，我们将会离开这阶段，到社会工作。
到时候，可能我们相遇的时间将会大大减少。
可能我们一年都不会见面。
可能是两年。
或者更多。
曾想过，如果就这样的过着日子，我是否会后悔。
我是否会在将来后悔着没把心里话说出来。
我是否会背着这遗憾过一生。
我是否该说出来，因为即使失败，我也毫无遗憾。
毕竟我曾尝试过。
这疑问，我试着反复地问自己，是否真的该尝试。
但依然找不到答案。
或许我不够勇气。
或许，我就是不敢再面对失败。
我不知道。
在慢慢想吧。
反正还有一年半的时间。
spoke at : 8:33 p.m.
不要用那种期待的眼神看着我。
不要用那种充满了情感的眼睛望着我。
我怕我会招架不住，我怕我会受不了。
不要让我有所期待，让我认为一切是还有可能的。i m crapping.
yet again.
cuz tinking of too many things again.
=x
i wished my brain cann stop revolving.
cann stop functionin.
budd.
come to tink of it.
i will only be able to succeed if i become a vegetable.
=x
classes started alr.
seems so lethargic everyday.
dunn0 when will i regain my chong jing.
hehs.
lecturers so far aint very bad.
cept for e engineering maths II de lecturer.
he machiam an imitation of malcolm cann.
lols.
really la.
hairstyle, side view n erm.
height. =x
ohh.
n his SEXY voice aso.
lols.
if u get wad i mean. =x
no offence.
hehs.
kks.
enuff of that.
gtg
约会 with my
玄宇哥 le.
hehs.
jealous?
dunn be. =PpP
spoke at : 6:00 p.m.
theres sth wrong with my scanner i tink!!!
how come scan out is black n white de??
n is SOOOOO unclear.
grrww.
i dunn wanna change my printer again laa.
is like less denn a year cann!!!
sadd. =((
so,
with that.
i cant scan my neos!!!
shucks.
anw.
the chalet was quite okay.
reach there ard 1.
played some mahjong.
or rather watch dem play.
denn played bridge (again)
hehs.
after that.
we made a decision that we will regret.
we played HOPSCOTCH.
grrww.
denn we got muscle aches!!!zzz
only a few hops cann.
sobx..
even jia is like achingg.
someone who exercises so regularly.
budd maybe is becuz we abit hiong la.
hafta jump directly to box six.
or jump frm box 1 to box 7.
n u know.
aloha loyang de hopscotch is like so far apart.
haix.
pain all over.
BBQ was okay too.
ate some food denn went into the playroom.
hehex.
is FUN. =x
the throwing of balls, e slides and the phototaking.
hahas.
went home ard 11.
n thanks to mr sam.
i got a halfway ride home.
why halfway.
cuz he dropped me at the seletar camp.
zzz
hai wo wait there alone.
so scary n stuff.
okays.
i hum.
end up reach home aso abt 12.
cuz hafta wait for e dumb bus.
sch starting soon.
no more holidays alr.
=((
hafta work hard again.
denn attachment.
waiting for another gathering!
hahas.
spoke at : 11:48 a.m.
- ms aeroplane of e year.
i was presented this aeroplane ystd when out with the girls.
for being the psk of e yr. ooops/.
its not a very proud thing to say la.
budd. i find it cute.
hehes.
okays.
i hope i wunn get another one e next yr.
so i better improve myself.
hehs.
went to eat at 三盅两件。
e food wasnt as excellent as i tout it will be.
budd it is nice.
just not excellent. =x
we shall give ding tai feng a try tgt the next tym round.
=DD
denn i can get to eat my 芋泥小笼包。
hurrays!
took some neos as planned.
budd they look rather messsed up.
i still prefer e chalet pic in my profile.
=PpP
shall upload e pictures when i get baCk from e bbq later.
or maybe tml morning. =DD
so cya denn.
spoke at : 9:37 a.m.
gee.
not tryin to be funny here.
budd.
ya.
mum is askin me to sell this dumb workout bike and the steps workout for her.
cuz basically, she wanns to bring as lil stuff as possible to e new house.
so yea.
interested parties just leave a tag yea?
top picture (steps workout)-basically it works as though u r climbin steps la.
thats why i call it steps workout.
cant find a better name for it.
pardon my poor vocab. =x
priced at $35.
brand: unknown (that explains e pricing. =S)
bottom picture (2-way workout bike)- can cycle two way, forward and backward
similar to a bike just that it wunn move.
hehx.
has a meter which shows e amt of calories burnt, dist travelled etc.
priced at $85.
brand: Aibi
my dad says he will provide e delivery.
so ya.
deliver to your doorstep.
yups.
is abt all.
dunno who gonna c it anyway.
nvm.
just tryin my lucks.
heees.
spoke at : 12:31 p.m.
arghs.
e dreams have not gone yet.
n i tink they r comin in as though there r some discounts in my brain.
n i tink i m seriously lackin of sleep.
even though i lay on e bed for a min of 9 hours everyday.
heees.
hell.
yawns.
yipppeee.
gg out tml to take neos.
hahas.
theres nth exciting abt takin neos.
we aint sec sch kids gettin so fascinated over neos machine.
budd..
we (e bunch of us who went to chalet tgt) r gg to take e first grp neos tgt.
wheeee.
denn i cann change my pic on my profile page.
lols.
i hope they turn out to b nice lookin.
if not.
faints.
i cant change e pics.
hahas.
gtg arrange e photos le.
be back soon!
spoke at : 10:38 a.m.
dang.
result is out.
budd i dunn have e courage to look at it.
wad if it doesnt comes out to be sth lyt wad i wanted.
wad if i did horribly.
arghx.
i cant take it.
heard abt pd result.
4 dist.
omg.
kill me cann.
denn sam n marcus.
simply stress me out.
gosh.
may sure do well w/o saying de.
omgg.
no.
i m gonna perserve.
untiL i cant hold out le denn go look.
since its only one click away. =x
spoke at : 3:26 p.m.
有谁会解梦？
i m gg crazy with this repeated dream la!
n is like sth related to so dong de stuff.
eerie.
very eerie.
i cant c a link between those slippery yucky fishes with the ppL involved in the dream cann..
omgg.
n is like not e first time i m dreamin about it.
n e last time i have repeated dreams is when i m like in pri sch.
e dream abt the empty sch.
with a big big field and a playground with a swing.
arhhh..
both are equally bizarre.
please...
no.
not anymore.
grww.
i simple hate dreams.
even if they are sweet.
they jux spoil my sleep!
arhhh.
spoke at : 9:02 p.m.
i m sad =(((my hair keep dropping.
why oh why?
cant i have thick n nice n smooth hair?
izzit that hard?
sobx.
maybe i should learn from xiaxue n go for hair extension!!
arghx.
hair, be good cann.
stop falling..
i dunn wann be botak in no time.!
spoke at : 4:42 p.m.
was packing up my stuff since we r MOVING.
yes.
moving house.
i m least happy abt it.
cuz e new house is gonna b soooo small.
i tink i gonna bang into e wall everyday.
groans.
n is gonna b rather far from the MRT.
argh.
y cant they jux cont stayin here.
nvm.
i will get used to e new place someday.
jux lyt everytime they made decisions i disagree with. =x
ok.
come to tink abt it.
i seems to oppose wit all e big decisions they made.
ooops/.
so i tink they r rather ok with e fact tt i dislike my new house.
zzzz.
anw.
was browsin thru all my old stuff in e late mornin..
saw e ndp book 2002.
n i saw weitai's pic in e book.
doing the fun dance!!
HAHA.
denn memories flashed back.
tinkin back the days we had to like stay up till rather late to do our stuff due to this ndp thingy.
denn we all in uniform group.
still got parades n stuff.
denn still got speech day.
which is like so close to the national day.
so that period of time is like so hectic.
tink if we repeat it again now.
we will be DEAD..
yupx.
totally drained.
i dunn tink i still have tt energy to like chiong all these stuff anymore.
would you?
hahax.
those were the crazy days.
n yes.
i missed it. really do.
spoke at : 3:04 p.m.
i finaLLy finaLLy take some time to change my blogskin.
now my neck hurts.
super strained.
lolx.
budd nvm.
i m satisfied wit wad i have now..
hmm.
shall edit somemore teeny weeny bit of my blogskin tml.
n yea.
i found a new source for my blog midi.
ok.
i m slow.
budd.
i still found it kx. =pPp
off to bed.
meanwhile, enjoy e song, stars are blind -paris hilton.
spoke at : 12:03 a.m.
tingx- 
