心像是在海里飘浮着的瓶子..
不知要向哪个方向飘去..
不对不对..
应该是没有选择的余地..
应该是自己不知会被带到哪个荒岛吧?
你说对吗?
你不能控制你自己会爱上谁..
不能控制自己将会对谁产生感情..
一切都是命中注定地..
就像那可怜的瓶子..

虽说你或许会知道有谁你是不会爱上的..
但往往你所能控制的只有这些..
更可悲的是..
有时..
你可能还是最后一个知道其实自己已喜欢上这个人了..

嗐..
不想了..
这些恼人的思绪..
把它丢一边去..
不想再去猜测..再去幻想了..
太累人了..

但.. 能在海底世界举行婚礼..
由海龟当伴娘..
帮忙你拉婚纱依然很梦幻..
有机会..
我会让它实现地..
我知道你们现在一定是一头雾水..
找一天在来解释吧..
那是如果我有空的话..
哈哈..

晚安了..

heyhey...
ever heard of someone proposed by handcuffing the lady??
=x
i dunno whether it is a gd one or a bad one..
buddenn..
i find it unique
wahahahax..

guy: (took out a handcuff n cuffed one side on the girL, the other on himself)
girL: wad r u doin??
guy: lest u run away, so i hafta handcuff ya.
(takes out ring)
guy: if u tink i make e grade, pls wear this on..
girL: (ponders awhile) wad if i tink u dunn make e grade?
guy: why?
girL: marriage is not tt simple.
guy: yesh i agree.. budd no. i dunn tink so too.
marriage is not simple because it is a lifelong commitment..
budd it is simple because so long the couples are loving, and are willing to stay devoted to each other, it will be a success..
say yes will u?
girL: (smiles. took out her hand)
andd they hugg.. ^_^

so sweet cann??
though is abit sweet tok n stuff..
budd..
sounds nice laaa.
wahahax.
kkx.
gonna compile e reports le.. =DD

was browsin thru ppL's bLog..
denn i came across this..

CAPRICORN & TAURUS: You both have the same regard for quality and money. This is almost a match made in heaven. Sexually adequate and certainly a long lasting alliance..

omg..
*think think..
any taurus i noe cept jo n shu??
=DD

i realised sth sia!
everyone ard mi is acting CUTE!!!
trying to b childish whenn they r reachin/alr 18!!
humphx.
actualli..
it doesnt reali matter if they act cute or sth..
buddenn!!!!
they actually complained tt i act cute..
say i childish...
humphx.
i noe im childish.
cuz i m e youngest of aLL kkx?
(wit e exception of e presence of jiashin!!!)
y cant i be cute.
theoretically im e most qualified person to do so cann?
pfft.
lala~
i gonna cont tis way..
=PpP
i m not e only one who is doin tis anw...
bOo

--heyhey everyone, imcute! =))

will there be a day whereby a guy will learn to bike for the sake of mi??
wow~
it will be lyt so sweet cann???
=DD
i tink i wiLL be lyt those girLs in the movies...
shrieking all over..
fallin head over heels him lorx..
wahahax..
provided he is someone whom i cann kan de shang de laa.

buddenn.
is lyt so cooL cann??
tts y i tink i shld go learn biking..
cuz if i m e one riding..
wahh....
so wow cann??
hehex.
denn i no need wait tiLL sunset le, hair white le denn got someone cann take mi on a ride on e bike..
ehh!!!

arhhh~~
i m lyt..
so.. excited over e biking n stuff!!!!
someone control mi plsss!!!
lolx

shit lahx..
went into my mum's room to use the com..
since ppL r aLways fighting to use MY com.. (according to dad)
denn went in..
click click click...
SHIT!
internet connection gone...
=S
stupid..
its gone..
n dad has gone off alr..
ohh noo
ohh noo
n bomm..
e com cannot be use..
cuz to mi..
no internet connection = cannot use.
=((
luckily didi is so hao xin..
he lemme use the outside de comm..
wheee~
thx bro!
love ya so man!!!
weeheee..

darn.
i cant find one nice midi for my blog.
grrww.
i already found one relatively nice de blogskin le..
buddenn.
tt blogskin no midi..
so lan diaox.
ok..
it actually doesnt reali matter whether there is midi not..
but i insist on getting one!!!
arhhh..

so pissed man..
kkx.
mayb i today abit bad mood.
dunno wad happen either.
from lyt early aftnn..
attitude until now..
i still abit low in spirit.
dunno la..
arghx.
n i cant sleep now..
though i did nap jux now..
buddenn..
mayb din nap well enuff ba...
denn i alr on e border of being sick..
haix.
lan diaox.

jux hope tt everything will goes smoothly tmL. =D

ohh yahh..
cooked dinner today!!
cuz went home early ma..
n
.
.
it was a success kx??
omg.
i love tt dish!!
lolx..
n papa say 好吃 cann?!!
omg..
so touched..
at least tt is one gd thing tt happened today..
hmmmm...
有前途有前途...
=PpPp

went to sch as normal today for tt dumb one hour tutorial..
initially..
i was lyt psycho-ing jia not to go for tt tutorial..
cuz tmL got test sia..
denn lyt so lazy lorx.
n denn its lyt another teachin reliefin e class..
budd..
aft much ponderin..
tink go better la~
wanna be gd student..

denn in e end..
that cute teacher caLLed marcus when we all were takin e lift..
-Lecture cancelled-

to hell man~
we travelled all e way from yishun to dover..
jux to attend HER lesson..
denn..
she CALLED US AT LYT 11 sharp...
to tell us she is in a meeting..
denn couldnt come for e lecture..
??!!!

so shitty right.
i reali feel lyt smashin her tt moment lorx..
budd wad to do..
lecturer de time is PRECIOUS.
ours --> shit la.
ohh plss.
come to tink of it..
it shld be e other way round lorx.

lets do a simple calculation..
you see.
there are 41 students in total.
though only our class de peeps travelled specially for tt lecture,
budd our buddy class waited for one whole hour for e lecture too.
so here it goes:
our class: 20 students x 2 hours of travelling (to and fro)
= 40 hours.
their class: 21 students x 1 hour of waiting
= 21 hours.
totaL" 61 hours.

hey..
she WASTED OUR 61 hours kkx??
cann she lyt sacrificed her 2 1/2 days for us??
humphx.
reali very bu shuang lo..
grrww..

denn wanna go home liao de.
though a bit fei arx.
and i PAID for my trip.
concession jux ended.
denn aft much persuasion by siew siew they all..
decided to play a game of badminton b4 gg back.
tada~
my trip is made a bit worthwhile denn..

haix.
jux feel tt..
e lecturers shld lyt consider abt us aso lorx..
lyt tt tym e frankie wadeva (oppx. i forgot his sir name. =x)
he actually woke up earlier to call us to inform us tt e lesson is cancelled cuz he is sick lo.
ok. i assume he woke up early.
but it is e effort and e heart tt counts lorx.
denn we wun b lyt sittin dere for 2 hours to wait for e next lecture lorx.
tis shld b e correct attitude lo.

i dunno la.
jux feel tt..
we r humans too.
jux feel tt..
sometyms..
adults have to spare a tout for us too.
yea~

kkx.
i go play wit my kitten le..

lala~
my com has RECOVER!!!!
yippeee~~
so now i no need to go into my mum's room to use HER com..
lala~
now u cant threaten mi.. =P
okayx.
i m bad..
who ask her..
use her com for two days to chiong my reports n stuff denn she tok until lyt wad lidat..
bOo..
denn say wad dad pian xinn.
lolx.
okayx.
dad is..
lala~
though not towards u..
buddenn.
too bad.. =PpP
okayx.
i m reali very bad..
so i shall stop here..

hmmm..
jux went to find jia's pig..
lolx.
N JIA~~~
listen up!!
it is fooLed by mi..
lala~
in other words..
i BULLY it.. =Pp
ehh..
i found out sth lorx..
if u use tt sprayer n aim at its head..
denn u turn circles..
its head will turn tgt too.
lolx..
lala~
tts wad u get for bullyin my cat n my ou xiang.
humphx..
k la..
dunn blame her le..
she has been trying real hard to lyt please mi for e past few days whenn im lyt so down.. =DD
xiexie~

n jo too..
thx aso for ur understandin.. =DD
u guys r e best..
sorry for makin u guys so lyt moody tis few days because of mii..
=((
okayx.
mayb not at aLL moody..
budd a bit lyt affected cuz of mi..
or..
shld i say..
cuz of mi denn got additional of white hairs..
hehex..
budd nevertheless,
sorrry~~~
小女诚心请求您的原谅..
hehex..
=DD

n shu n boon aso..
though u all dunn seem to be reali as affected as e both of dem..
buddenn.
tink somehow somewad..
u guys r affected in ur own ways too..
sorry too~
n..
thx aLL my frens for being there for mii wheneva i needed u guys e most!!
u guys r e best!! ^_^
whee~
love u guys so much..
**muackiex**
ai si ni men le!!!

grwww.
i was typin abt how remorseful i m wit my behavior n stuff..
n my DEAR computer decided to play a trick on me!
it SHUT DOWN!
shutted down..
shutten down..
=((
anw..
i tout it was because my itchy legs accidentally kicked onto e reset button or e power off button...
so decided to lyt on it again..

n..
e sad thing occur..
i smelt sth burnt..
N IT IS COMIN FROM MY COM??!!!
shit shit shit..
so i tried on-ing my com again..
budden...
it jux refused to..
haix..
denn whenn dad reached home...
complain to him abt wad tt idiotic com did to mi..
denn keep pesterin him to lyt help mi save my com..
n tts when i realise..
e whole CPU is lyt in deep shit le.
dunno wad happen la..
i only noe e power supply is gone.
which means..
I CANT USE THT SHITTY COM!!!
n we tried searchin for e power supply ystd n today..
but all so ex..
n..
most r not wad we wanted..
grww..
so now hafta wei qu myself..
to use e com in my dad's room..
ok.. i noe i shant complain.
cuz my reports aint gone =))
my songs r still there..
=D
phew~
cann u imagine typing e whole fd chem report again???
i cant..
so i m thankful enuff le...
wahahax.

hmmm..
for e remorse thingy de entry..
shall type it out someday again..
when my com has recover..
cuz i dunn happen to lyt tis keyboard of mine..
its lyt soo...
i-dunno-how-to-describe.

wadeva it is..
n ohh yahh...
today is jo de birthday!!
so lets wish her a sweet 18 b'dae!!!
nu renn shen ri kuai le!!! =DD
i still feel quite bad for not being able to celebrate it wit dem though..
buddenn..
i reali dunn wanna bicker wit my parents again..
tired of e tears..
tired of e nags..
n their way of tinkin..
sorry~=((
anw..
u had a great day right???
so no regrets at least??
=DD

我的 Binny Bunny 有伴了!!
我刚刚领养了miaox..
所以它现在不寂寞了..
哈哈!!
那它就不会变自闭了...
Yippee~~
好了..
去睡了.. =D

是我无能..
是我没能决绝一切的问题..
是我的错..

对不起!

哈哈!
吓到了吧?
为舍会突然用中文..
没什啦..
只是心血来朝..
就如此罢了..

最近的心情跌到最底潮..
用尽无数的方式来让自己的心情好转..
但都没效..
嗐..
就如此..
原因 , 我也不想多说..
毕竟说的再多也不能让我的心情好转...

也不知是自己失败
还是命运就是要如此的作弄人...
有时想想还真是无奈..

真的不知这恼人的事何时才会有个了断..
希望不会太久..
我害怕我会没有能力或意志力熬过这一切..
上帝..如来佛..观寺音菩萨..
如果您偶然,碰巧看到此文..

请您让我安然无恙地度过这一切..
请您一定要保佑我!!!

啊啊..
我也不知自己有开始胡说些什么了..
嗐..
别理我好了..

arghx..
i m gettin lazier n lazier..
=C

dunn wanna do my reports.
dunn wanna do my tutoriaLs.

=x

not tt i dunn wann to.
jux..
very lazy.
ok. i noe wad u r gonna say.
'wads e diff.'

fine denn.
if u insist.

hopin for hols to come..
denn perhaps i cann lyt lay flat on my bed n relax..
starin at my ceiling..
hmmm..
i tink i gonna decorate my ceiling b4 e upcomin hols arrive..
provided tt i have e tym to. =DD

denn when e hols arrive..
i will have so much many more reasons to why i need to stare at my ceiling..
whee~

hey.
mind you.
i m serious in doin it. =P

life has been BORING.
grrww.
wad a sad life i got..
=CC

somehow got into an agrument wit my parents..
erm.
myab not AN agrument.
mayb it shld b LOADS of arguments..
wadeva.
it doesnt make a diff anw.
e fact is i argued wit dem.

come to tink of it.
its NOT my fault.
n.
its neither THEIRS.
hmmm..
denn who shld i blame?
i dunno either..
it jux happens..
*shrugs
mayb..
because of e stuff n incidents tt happened lyt a decade ago..
denn now..
e consequences r being reflected on or sth lidat.
n we aLL doesnt wanna face it.
or mayb they din realised it..
wadeva it is.
who cares.
i doubt they do. =x

mum gg back m'sia again..
tt means..
i cann create havoc at home again..
whee~~~
lets pray tt i wun b FLOODED wit e tests n reports while she is away..
if not...
it wun make a big diff wit her being or not being ard..

n e best part is..
dad gg switz.
double wohoo~
i m left wit e house n my CUTE lil bro again~~
tt means..
MORE HAVOC...
lalala~

so..
pray for mi!!!
denn i will get to post daiLy on my blog denn..
i mean it..
cuz it will be so fun n meaningful denn. =DDD

sigh.
end of fantasy.
gtg do my DUMB reports..
DUMB.