ok.
i m lazyy.
verylazy.. =x
its obvious i jux changed my blogskin..
though it is an old skin.
paiseh laa.
i m sick of tt previous skin..
budden no time to find a new one in replace of it. =x

anws. wun b updatin for awhile.
havin exams yea.
oppx.
n i m here edittin skins..
hehexx.
kkx..
so dun miss mi for e tym being yea??
muackiex everyone!! ^_^

tink i neglected this blog for quite some time..
hehex.
tink i probably wun come up if sth happened today. =x

haix.
life..
is reali fuLL of mystery..
everyone led their life differently.
n aLL of us have our own probs..

bud how many exactly.. managed to conquer every other obstacles n live their life like they wann??
i dunno.
but i m sure i m not one of dem.
my life sux.
i dun deny tt.
to the core.

sometimes, come to tink abt it..
tis life cycle is lyt trying to fooL us or stuff?
i dunno.
how sucks is tt.
u live for e whole of ur life, n yet not noein y u lived.

mum n dad today dunno wad happen..
i have totaLLy no idea..
but they jus came pointin to me n my bro..
sayin how sucky n shitty our attitude was.
mi keepin things to myself..
den my bro neglectin his studies n stuff lidat..

shit laa.
do i hafta like write an hourly or mayb a minute-ly report for dem..
watch a movie n they nag lyt i gonna run away from home. -.-
as far as i m concerned..
i dun c any prob wit watchin a movie n not teLLin dem..
ok. fine.
mayb i watched a movie tt invovles HER.
fine. big deaL.
wadeva.
to me they r lyt tryin to dig out sth to nag at.
duh.
tts PARENTS for u.

humans r weird creatures.
everyone of us.
sure we r.

i mean..
when u start to teLL dem ur daiLy report n stuff lidat..
they find u a bother.
den when u dun do tt..
den they start to say u r keepin sth from dem.
n starts to kick a big fuss out of it.
shit humans..

for my bro.
i dunno wad e heLL is gg on.
cant b bothered either.
it hurts to recaLL tt unpLeasant past since its sorta related to my past.
so i dun wanna get involved in wadeva they r mad at him.

tink they were quite worry abt us in becomin bad n stuff.
they r lyt keep hintin mi not to do stuff lyt runnin away from home n shit lidat.
oh pls.
if i have e courage. i will definitely do it earlier den her.
humphx.
to tink aft wad she did.
my parent would lyt..
*phew my daughter cann be consider a gd ger le.
den they would thx god for givin dem such a gd ger.
to heLL tt tout shaLL go.

instead of tinkin tt way..
they actuaLLy tink tt i wouLd b worst den heR.
arghhhhh
damn dem.
damn damn!!!!
it hurts my pride u noe shitty hell.
it reaLi does.
when she surpasses mi in wadeva field..
u guys start to compare her with mi.
den say y ppL so gd.
den u so lan.
n stuff lidat.
tt tym aLL dese were true.
so i kept mum.
den now.
she became bad.
den they started to warn mi abt e consequences tt i wiLL face if i do e same thing.
dAMN
i mean..
cant they lyt be nicer..
praise mi awhile wiLL die izzit?
WILL DIE ARX??

i m sick of tryin hard to b e perfect daughter.
darn sick.
shitty sick.
i dun care anymore.
i dun wanna try anymore.
i HATE failures n i have enuff of it.

ask us not to compare how adults treat their kids.
den they themselves compare how children behaves n shit lidat!!!
arhhh!!!!!
*bish*bish*bish.
i m stiLL very mad yet disappointed.

damn.
arghx.
i dun feeL lyt bLoggin anymore.
pissed off le.
grrww..

actuaLLy wanted to bLog sth nice..
lyt e trip to genting.
my new yr gatherings.
interestin stuff lyt my skl life.
now.
forget it.
to heLL everything shaLL go.