omg..
i cant take it anymore!!!!
if i keep on starin at mike's pics..
i m gonna have nose bLeed.
lolx..

awww.
someone stop mi pLease!!!!
omg..
cannot cannot.
must go study le!!!
sayo~

i m sick.
reaLi sick of aLL these.
dumb stuffs lyt ideas n rwp.
which cann reaLi drive ppL crazy.

this kinda stuff reaLi SUCKS.
reaLi.
u got totaLLy no idea wad u r gonna do.
no basic knowledge nth.
jux come up everything by urseLf.
n u gotta submit e best piece of wad u cann do.
wth.
esp.
u r wit a bunch of peeps who worked darn bLoody hard towards PERFECTION.
ok.
i m one of e bunch of bananas.
tis sucks.
everyone got their own thinkin.
everyone got their own ways of developin their ideas.
everyone got their own EXTREME stand.
n if NO ONE gives in..
thank you.
u wiLL die in e arguments.

HELL load of shit.
i mean.
at least if u give us some info.
so that we can minimise e agar-ation.
cant they jux STOP let us pLay e guessin game??
we r lyt guessin EVERY SINGLE THING.
i tink is lyt tt.
i tink is lyt tis.
wth.
TINK TINK TINK.
end up.
aLL wrong.
ermx.
speciaL mention: nanc. i noe u said tis before. budden i m onLy makin a generaL comment. not a personaL attack on u yea?
cuz i heard tis sentence quite often.
no offence.
i jux feeL so PISSED wit tis bLoody sentence.
aLL we do is guess.
end up.
changin everything eLse.
i mean..
wads e point den??
den we wiLL be lyt FOREVER over there yea?

dumb.
i noe is hard to pLan and carry out a whoLe new moduLe.
buddenn.
i stiLL tink tt they SHOULD have tout abt e fact tt we r SCIENCE student.
NOT BUSINESS.
we MAY have tout of havin business n stuff lidat..
budden..
at least TEACH us sth abt it yea?
rather den ask us do sth i find it rather meaningless in e first few lessons n den throw a big bomb on us n askin us to de-activate it.
yea?
i mean.. tink abt it.
e ontographic design..
how many of us actuaLLy reLate tt pic to our current de-bug item?
i guess none.
at Least none of us had a design SIMILAR or rather somewhere NEAR our de-bug item.
for rwp.
ask us research e nutritionaL values n stuff.
end up...
it has got NTH to do wit our test.
i dunno.
i jux got SO PISSED OFF by dumb moduLes lyt this.

mayb in e future..
we wiLL need it.
budden.
i stiLL find it dumb now.
if it becomes MEANINGFUL in future.
maybe i wiLL come back again and put a p.s. note.
maybe i wiLL tink tt its cuz of aLL e hardwork n research work done BY US.
i dunno.
maybe u cann hear from mi denn.

but for now..
i haf enuff saidd.
i dun wanna tok abt it anymore.
i onLy wanna go sLeep.
at least zhou gong wun shoot at mi.
at least zhou gong wiLL aLLow mi to do wadeva i wan.
wadveva.
bye peeps//*

if anyone is UNHAPPY wit any content above..
TAG at my board.
i wiLL gLadLy change it fOr u n MINE sake.
its typed out when i m in EXTREME PISSED OFF and SICK-OF-EVERYTHING condition.
so i may said sth i dun mean.
dun wry.
jus tag.
i wun yeLL denn.
i PROMISE.
=DD

wo tu ran lei le.
simply tired of reformin myself to fit into other people's way of livin.
simply tired of puttin on diff mask so as to make sure everyone is happy wit u.
simply tired of doin things tt u reaLi dun feeL lyt.. but u haf to. so everyone will be happy.
why bother DO so much stuff when end up.. u wiLL be e onLy one who is unhappy?

i just wan to be myself.
to rebel. to care for ONLY myself. to do wadeva things i feeL is RIGHT. n of cuz (or hopefuLLy) LEGAL.
life simply sucks when u hafta pLease every single one else isnt it?
u haf to learn to tolerate.
learn to compromise.
learn to change for better.
learn how to be PERFECT.
n aLL this SUCKx.
yucks.
Its simply too tedious. too energy consuming..
i mean. if everyone gonna mouLd demself to be a PERFECT person.
earth wiLL be rubbish.
den everyone wiLL not have their own character, own thinkin.
its lyt. i m who u wanna mi to be. so u wiLL be happy.
wth.

Trying to change so tt ur mum dad bro sis fren teacher dog cat wadeva to like u is lyt.. CRAP.
when facin diff situation..
u put down ur current mask.
n transform to another person so tt there wiLL be wad.. worLd peace. -.-
grrww. tts so pathetic i tink.

if god created us so tt we can reform ourseLf to compromise and to get along well wit others..
den he succeeded.
if not.. he faiLed aLtogether.
u keep seein ppL on diff sides.
it seems lyt SO FAKE.
humphx.
i dun deny i needa do tt sumtyms.
but i stiLL DUN lyt tt.
=P
people live w/o knowin e proper reason.
they keep consoling themselves by sayin ohh.. we live to find out e purpose of livin.
wth.
wad a nice one.
den so how many of us actuaLLy found out e reaL n true meanin behind it?
i dun tink anyone did.
cuz aLL tt i heard was crap.
or maybe. i m a frog in a weLL.
i havent heard enuff.
can u imagine..
everyone ard u is lyt tryin to do e same routine tt has been repeated for a billion yrs (or wadeva e amt of yrs life have been created.)
do they/we reaLi care abt knowin e PURPOSE of life??
no. i doubt so.
people keep comin out wit diff purposes of life. but how many r reaLi true?
is lyt. it sounds more lyt a story rather den a purpose.
n the finaL concLusion of e purposes usuaLLy leads to --> to compromise to one another so that you will have a better, longer life to cont to search for e purpose of life. -.-
its lyt we have no clues no targets no goals nth.. to search for e purposes.
i mean its lyt diggin sth out of nth kinda thing.
u dun even noe whether there is a purpose in life!!

you slog for all your life n den.. ended up empty-handed when visitin hell.
how funny.
you strive hard to compromise to one another, to have a blissful marriage, gd career, etc n ended up.. after drinkin of meng po soup..
everything is gone..
u get wad i mean?
u forgot everything.
e hard n bitter times. sweet n wonderful memories.
so wth r we tryin to do all these whiLe?

somehow..
i feeL im being treated lyt a toy..
to be made fun of by life-creators.

n i hate it.
arghx.
i m not encouragin ppL to die.
budden..
i dunno.
i jux feeL BU SHUANG wit all these.
tts aLL.

i m sick again?!!
yea. having sore throat n super duper blocked nose.
n my nose is lyt so numb now.
pinch as hard as i can.
n theres no feeLing.
how sad. HAIX..
so sickenin de weather..

so sian diao..
haixx.
no mood to bLog le.
needa sLeep earLier today..
den HOPEFULLY i wiLL recover faster.
wahahax.

y0xy0x.
i m backk..
wahahhax.
this week very happening ar..
got loads of events..
budden..
too tired to bLog.
wahahax.
though got loads of stuff to type before tt..
but as memories accumulate..
i dunno which to type first n stuff lidat..
hahahx.
many touts flew past my mind..
but again..
half of them had gone with the wind as time goes. =X

went for SHE de qian ming hui.
never tout tt i wouLd actuaLLy do sth lidat before.
lolx.
but..
yea. the whole thing just happened.
n..
tell u sth
SHE is so pretty man!!!'
n they are so sweet..
awww.
esp selina n hebe.
omg.
N THEY SMILED AT MI.
wahahhax.
ok.
they smiLed at everyone else too. =S
hmmm.
quite enjoy myself tt day laa.
cuz.. it is just SOO funn.
wahahax.
n cann u believe it??
e person who jio mi dere is PEI.
ONG CHENG PEI..
lolx.
so unexpected aso ryte..
faints*
n i m lyt gena infLuence liaox.
so now feeL lyt gg for their concert too!!!
wahahhx.
wiLL b super high lorxx.

n one more thing..
DEVIL BESIDE YOU is a super nice show..
SUPER.
omg.
n yang cheng ling n he jun xiang.. is super HAO KAN loorxx.
they are sooo suitable for each other mann.
wahahax.
so sweet de lil coupLe..

hahax..
i better stop this.
if not my cousin is gg to kiLL mi for being so crazy about them.
wahahax.

kkx. i go sLeep le. late le.
nights everyone!!
*muackx.

HAPPY NEW YR everyone!! =DD
reaLi hope tt tis new yr wiLL b better for everyone outta dere.
n of cuz.
MI TOO!!!
lolx.

hmmm...
i m lyt soo tired.
wahahahax.
since mum n dad came back..
i have been waking up SO early in e morning to acc them to go eat breakfast.
ok. mayb its not tt early aft aLL. its jux earlier den e time i used to wake up when they r not ard. hehx.

went for the new yr countdown with e usuaL peeps.
initiaLLy tout i wouLd need to persuade mum to lemme go..
budden..
it seems that she is in quite gd mood when i was teLLin her our pLans.
n she agreed w/o ANY hesitation.
w0hoo~
n e best thing is...
THERE IS NO CURFEW worrxx.
lolx.
everyone was shocked apparentLy.
wahahax.
so we met up. (actuaLLy onLy mi n shu. e others met us onLy abit ltr.)
n went centrepoint to pay pei a visit.
she hafta work on BOTH new yr eve n new yr.
so..
she din join us.. sobx.
saw ahmad n LioneL there too.
n teLL ya sth..
LioneL has sLim down le worrxx.
lolx.
reaLi worrx. n is lyt quite aLot??
-omg.
i muz fan xing le.
wahahax.

went to mc-cafe to have our LIGHT dinner.
its very LIGHT indeed.
one oreo cheesecake, one brownie, a strawberry and a appLe strudeL and a cup of drinks each.
omg..
HOW FATTENING huh.
wahahax.
n tt din come up to mi untiL now??!!
bLeahx.
lyt it wiLL matter much..
wahahax.
e food n drinks dere aint very nice frankLy speaking.
=P
cept' for e strudeLs.
wahahax.
btw. we din buy e strudeLs there. =PP

den went to cLarke quay to meet boon n jo.
cuz SETTLERS caLLed.
say theres enuff pLace for us.
doubLe w0hoo~
e pLace we have been waiting to go since LAST yr??
too bad we had our dinneR aLready.
if not, we cann eat e set dinneR.

so we went n pLayed e diff kinda games there.
they say there got lyt more den 100 games..
wahahax.
cooL huh??
budden we were abit disappointed.
cuz we expect it to b more cosy..
lyt seating ard on cushion in a circle etc.
yea. sth lidat.
but its ok.
cuz we stiLL quite enjoy ourseLf.

den at ard 1030pm, we left e pLace.
mi jia n shu started to do sth FUN!!
we took out e snow sprays that we SECRETLY coLLected n spray on jo n boon.
wahahax.
n we were yeLLing across the north canaL rd.
spent some tym deciding whether to go orchard to prank ppL by sprayin e passers-by or espLanade to watch e fireworks.
went espLanade in e end.
took a LONNNGG time to decide where we wanna position ourseLves so tt we wun b bLock by a dumb paLm tree.
finaLLy we jaywaLked across anderson bridge n decided to stay put there.

THE FIREWORKS ARE WONDERFUL!!!
wahahhax.
how nice..
esp the one where there are blue green n yellow colours faLLin down lyt stars droppin from e skys.
n e one that looks lyt fire rain etc.
omg.
in concLusion..
ALL OF THEM ARE VERY NICE..
=DDD

aft e fireworks.
went to orchard AGAIN.
wahahax.
e moment we left the station, someone ATTACKED us with e snow sprays.
lolx.
so we fought back..
ended up..
aLL of us had foams aLL over.
hahax.
we shouLd have taken photos of ourseLves to liu nian sia.
wahahaxx.

waited for peixia felix gary they all to come n meet us.
budden.
tink we were lyt so tired le..
n stayin put at a particuLar area means an easy prey to attack.
in other words, we were attacked by quite a no of ppL whiLe waitin for them.
so we decided to meet them at e mrt station.
on e way.
went to di siao danson cuz he aso workin.
sprayed aLL over him before reaLising tt he has gotta work for 12 more houRs??
-omg.
pooR him gonna have tt sticky body tiLL work ended.
wahahax.
n i wasted quite aLot of spray on him..
humphx.
was lucky no one caught him pLayin whiLe working.
wahahax. if nott.. hehex.

den we took train back to yishun.
sent jia home first.
cuz mi peixia n jo leaves very near each other.
den jia is on e opp side.
so felix n zhan hao acc us too.
on e way there.
we decided to pLay on peixia.
wahahax.
den i made a dumb mistake.
I SPRAYED ON JIA.
n i din noe she stiLL got quite a lot left..
grrww.
tts y i said i wasted quite aLot of it on danson.
so she happiLy attacked mi aLL e way.
sharks.
how nice.
n jo actuaLLy joined in the fun.
went home with a SUPER sticky body.
aLL thx to e both of them.

onLy tiLL i m in e shower den i reaLised tt e amt of spray on my body is lyt..
enuff to be my soap??!!
lolx.

haix.
noww.
when wiLL we b abLe to have fun again since schooL is starting in another 19 houRs??
someone teLL us pLLeeaasseex