nan guo
shi yin wei men le hen jiu
shi yin wei xiang le tai duo
shi xin li qi le zuo yong.
ni shuo ku xiao chang chang pei zhe ni
zai yi qi you dian mian qiang
gai bu gai xian zai xiu le wo
bu xiang tai duo
wo xiang yi ding shi wo
ting cuo nong cuo gao cuo
bai tuo
wo xiang shi ni de nao dai you wen ti
sui bian shuo shuo
qi shi wo zao yi jing cai tou kan tou bu xiang duo shuo
zhi shi wo pa yan lei cheng bu zhu
bu dong
ni de hei se you mo
xiang tong
que you zai kao dao wo
shuo san
ni xaing hen jiu le ba
wo bu xiang cai chuan ni
dang zuo
shi ni kai de wan xiao
xiang tong
que you zai kao dao wo
shuo san
ni xiang hen jiu le ba
bai gei ni de hei se you mo
wo de ren zhen bai gei hei se you mo


never tout tt i wuld actually write lyrics in my entry.
budden.
these r wad i m tinkin ryte now.
all e lyrics matches my tout.
so y bother think of new phrases to pen dem down when one ready made song ish dere??
lolx.

-sheryl chong. pls stop tinkin all e impossibles. jux accept ur fate n follow wad u tink is correct kx?-

dumb mi.
i lost my slp last nyte.
with gd-for-nth touts swirling round my head.
arghx.
when will i eva b more sensible??!!
was tinkin of so many things when...
e outcome wun even matters.
if one can stop e mind from workin...
den i will get MY SLEEP!!!!

was wad he used to say nth but a pack of lies?
he said he will b dere.
he said i could approach him wheneva i nid him.
can i? i dunno.
i wanted to.
but again.
i m afraid.
afraid tt i will get 'shoo' off.
afraid tt i will breakdown when i hear his voice once again.
i m tt vulnerable.

he said it hurts him wheneva he c mi sad.
he wans my SMILEX.
was tt lies too?
life will b much more easier if i noe.

he used to call n msg often.
yesh.
often.
but.
i predict, his number will soon disappear from my call register n inbox.
v soon.
wad can i say?

do u expect mi to run forward to tell u..
hey i like ya.
loads.
n i dun tink i can live w/o u...
i m lying.
i will still go on living.
jux tt my life will b nth but an empty shell.

forget it.
i m inferior as compared to her.
tts all i can say.
tts e truth.
a truth tt cannot b ignored.
life still hafta go on.
jux hoped tt i will get over tis.

for e gd of e 3 of us...
i gotta lie to u two.
i m sorry.
but.
tts e best solution, aint it?
wit my presence,
things will get messier den b4.
n u will b in a dilemma.
forgive mi.
tts all i ask for.


-- if i can del e ugly past of mine jux lyt i del ur contact.
if i can turn back e tym... i will stop myself from falling for
you.
if u n her r happy.. i m contented.

dun ask mi wad i wan in my life.
i dunno.
i haf no idea.

wad m i supposed to do?
i dunno.

wad i hafta do?
i dunno either.

if i knew,
my mum wun chase mi round e house wit a chopper in her hand.
ok.
she din.
but i predict tt it is a sooner or ltr thing.
=X

.haix.
- tts all for today.

sOooO siAnx.
jux came back lyt half n hour ago??!!
darn.
tis wkn ish so short.
i tout today was saturday. =X
omgomg.
luckily.
tml NO SCHOOL!!!!
wahahax.
thx to lau hua huat man...
yeayea.

arghx.
i reali starvin myself on wkdays n stuffin myself on wkns.
lolx.
hey.
i din did it on purpose kkx.
ok.
lets b truthful.
i din did it on purposely TOTALLY.
it was MY fault to starve myself on wkdays.
cuz.
reali no appetite.
dunno y. perhaps cuz of my bad moods lately.
sorry frenx.
to make ya ppl worried.
esp kor n kenneth.
wahlaox.
i so bad.
everytym make u two angry.
cuz i din eat.
cuz i din take care of myself.
bleahx.
so sorry.
=X

den tis month.
dunno wad happen to dad.
nice la he.
every wk go restaurant eat.
1st wk of aug: sizzler
2nd wk: jack's place
3rd wk: i cant rmb. =X
4th wk: sizzler again.
omg.
i reali wonder whether he struck lottery man.
den above tt.
he is so into shoppin lately.
bought so many electrical appliances back home.
n i mean MANY.
n he turned our kitchen to a 'office' kinda kitchen.
wanna noe y.
come my hus n c for urself.
=X
AND.
he is still lookin for a new washing machine, a new fridge, a new vacuum cleaner, a new house phone and last but not least, 2 new handphones (one for him n one for my mum. it's gonna b 3 v soon. MINE is breakin down soon!!! *hint-hint*)
c. i told u.
u will b wonderin whether he struck lottery too ryte??
(ermx. my dad not tt kinda who gambles tt often. he only place 4D bets once in a while. so dun b mistaken. =p)

u noe wad.
tis few days.
i slept a lot.
wahahax.
cuz.
i dun nidda wait for *his msg till e wee hours of e days.
i dun nidda stare at my phone, hopin *he would call.
i dun wanna go online (his presence hurts. =X)
so.
i ended up slpin so early.
eh.
at least b4 1 okie.
i din kid.
tts EARLY to mi.
i slept at ard 2 or 3 wheneva i waited for tt damn call or msg tt nvr came.
damn.
i m stupid.
fine.
but tts too bad.
since e endin is lyt tt.
all i can do is.
FACE IT.
goodness.
i reali hav no idea how m i gonna do tt.
seein dem tgt.
smilin to one another.
hand in hand.
*dun remind mi*
how i wished i m blind tis v moment.
lolx.
dunno.
mayb lyt wad jo say.
things will b fine sooner or ltr.
i will forget abt everything n get on wit life.
i promised her not to look on e dark side of life already.
so.
yea.
no more silly touts.
no.
i cant hav dem.
i nid to live on.
to fulfil e dream.
dream of gg to sydney. n emigrate to e woods of malaysia when i m old.
lolx.
it certainly looks lyt a fantasy.
it is.
it is a DREAM.
i said it.

kkx.
i wan go slp le.
den wun tink so much.
nytex to all out dere.
sweet dreamx.
=D

hippee!!!
finaLLy finish editin' e new skin.
wohoo~

lemme clarify sth..
i jux stumbled upon tis sweet skin...
when i was actually supposed to look for a gaara skin.
yesh.
GAARA!!!
he is CUTE..
wahahax.
n so coin.
e characters r sakura n sasuke.
tts aLL.. =P
i m not crazy over dem.
at least not yet.
kenneth wong. u nidda try harder.
bleahx.

went back skl for daiko.
haix.
life is so sad..
gg back on skl on a SATURDAY when it was supposed to b a NAP day.
=p bleahx.
luckily.
training wasnt tt bad.

yea.
today was a happy day.
cuz last nyte.
had a chat wit monjojojo.. (jolin lahx)
told her everything.
(actually nah. only e relationship part.)
n did i eva mentioned tt i luv her more den any of my deArs??!!!
omg. she brightened my day sia.
although it was only a 1/2 to 45 mins chat.
been smilin aft tt..
yea yea. =D =D

i dun care.
she havin her hols now.
i gonna call her n flood her telephone line.
bleahx.
who ask her.
tt tym needed her e most...
she was havin exams.
hai wo bu gan call her.
lolx.

heyhey.
n u noe wad???
i made muffins ystd aftnn.
yahoo~~~~
it turned out to b.. SUCCESSFUL.
omg. it has been yrs since i made dem.
so delicious!!! yummyyy... =D

** remind mi to smile. yesh! .smilex. i jux realised tt i looked BAD for e past 1 or 2 wks. omg. even MARCUS noticed it. goodness. i gonna find bac tt crazy tingx. boO. she is back to haunt u guys. wahahax. **

ni zhi dao ma...
xian zai.. lian kai ge shou yin ji ye hui rang wo xiang dao ni.
bu ceng fa xian zi ji yi jing xian de zhe me shen.
zhi dao wo fa xian..
xia yi ke.. wo ji jiang shi qu ni..
ting zhe shou ying ji bo fang de na shou ge...
wo bu jing xiang qi wo meng suo yong you de hui yi..
yan lei ye qiao qiao de diao luo..
wo zhi dao..
ni bu ke nang shu yu wo..
wo neng zuo de..
zhi shi zhu fu ni he ta..
zhe yi sheng zhong..
wo zhi xue dong le yi jian shi...
na jiu shi: ru guo ni zhen de ai yi ge ren..
ni hui rang ta huo de bi ni kuai le..
ji shi.. ta zhui zhong xuan zhe de ren bu shi ni..

da yin wo..
ni hui he ta guo de xin fu kuai le..
da yin wo..
ni hui bi wo kuai le.
zhe yang..
wo ye gan xin ba ni fang zou..


jux realised.
for e past 10 days.
all my entries r sad sad de.
=(
no.
tts not my motive of creatin a blog.
i wanna state down all e happy things tt happened in my life.
so i decided.
no more sad sad tingx.
she will b gone.
sent away.
n b replaced by e tingx.
who is tt lively n crazy.

today.
life still quite ok.
i pon ae n e.
was sick n a bit tired in e morning...
though i woke up on tym.
but.
i tink skippin ae n e will b a betta choice.
since..
i wun b listenin in class anyway.
=X

nth much happen today.
cept durin mip prac.
wahahax.
we were shown how to make heart shaped key chain..
power ranger plastic container or wadeva u call tt..
den. e dunno wad long long black colour tube de...
n finally plastic bags we found in ntuc.
lolx.

e power ranger part wasnt tt interesting.
cept tt mi n sheryl find tt face lookin similar to e outline of kenneth's face (n mr lau tinks so too.)
e heart shaped keychain part was betta.
we were playin ard wit e keychain.
n i gave one to my ou xiang!!! (pinda)
as a token of love.
bleahx.
gave one to fabian too.
cuz he said. no ger eva gave him things lidat.
so mi n sheryl decided to sacrifice ours.
wahahax.
e tube part i shall jux skip it.
nth interestin abt tt...
finally~
e ntuc plastic bags..
wahahax.
we were given e samples to look at..
n in e end..
we made it into big 'balloons'
yeayea.
n mi n sheryl went round hitting ppl wit it.
tink tt shld b e happiest part of e day.
troubles seem so far.
problems seem to have wandered off.
wahahax.
n yea.
we enjoyed EVERY single session of mip prac.
be it e tensile part where we waited patiently for e plastic to break.
or e measurin of viscosity blah blah blah...

so..
mi n sheryl r considerin polymer option too.
wahahax.
hehex.
it will b fun to hav ou xiang in e same class for another 2 yrs, wun it?

wad if one day:

u n ur gd fren falls for e same guy.
or u fell for a guy who in turn fell for ur fren.
n he chooses ur gd fren instead of u?

wad if one day:

e one u lyt dun even giv a damn abt u.

wad if one day:

u mistaken sumone's gd intention for sth else.

wad if one day:

u realise tt e person u lyt, will nvr fall for u.


u will start to realise n feel tt true love is actually craps.
only for fools. who is willing to take e risks. It's a fantasy tt ppl dream of achieving. n very often, we failed. u will start to tink tt life sux totally n so does u.
n u will start to feel tt deres no reason y u shld continue livin, esp when u r dose who believe in luv so much.

fine.
imafailure.
sureim.

boo.
sheryl ask mi ta update.
so here m i.
but i seriously dunno wad ta type.
yupx.
my mind is empty now.

wasnt in e best mood tis few days.
or has it been lidat for more den a wk?
i dunno.
yea.
been so moody.
affectin ppl ard mi.
sorry frenx.
esp sheryl, kor n kenneth.
thx for toleratin mi n my stupid behaviour.

now.
tears welling in my eyes.
but they jux WUN FLOW OUT.
dunno for wad cause.
yea.
too many things bottled up aint gd.
i noe tt.
budden.
too bad. tts life.
kor wanna share my burden.
kenneth wanted to do e same thing too.
budden.
i reali dunno how to phrase it all in words.
i dunno where to start n how to continue.
its not tt i dun wanna let u guys noe.
budden.
i reali haf no idea how to.
i m sorry.
if i hav any idea...
things wun turn out tis way too...
wadeva//

-- bring mi to a faraway land.
where theres no one ard.
i wanna start a new life there.
i wanna forget everything here.
though, i will lost e gd memories spent tgt with my dearest frenx...
there might b a chance to start a betta life out dere.
for this, the sacrifice might b worth.

~if things werent tt complicated~

wahahax.
i finally eaten my GORENG PISANG.
okie.
i m crazy.
i went down all e way from boon lay to toa payoh to get tt goreng pisang.
boo.
i dun rmb a day when i m sane anyway.

thx kor n kenneth for ya company today.
if not.
i reali dunno how m i gonna rot......

--i m counting down to e day when i m gonna b sent for counselling. hopefully, things will turn out betta aft tt.

i m sorry for disappointin u again.
yesh.
i m sorry.
v sorry.
though sorry doesnt seems to make up anything/
though i hate tt word -- sorry.
bud.
i tink tts all i could do.

i feel real bad now.
i dun blame anyone for tis outcome.
i only blame myself.
i dun blame mum n dad for makin tis decision.
they did no wrong.
i dunno.

suddenly felt tt my days r numbered.
yesh.
i cant find a proper reason to continue.
i felt lyt i m a burden to everyone.
makin everyone worried n anxious.
i felt lyt a gd for nth idiot.
i m stupid.
yes i m.
i sux.
yes i sux.
i jux hate myself.
n e way i lead my life.
n.
yes.
e urge of dying is growin stronger.
it has nvr been so strong.

i m selfish.
yes u r ryte.
i m a freak.
tts correct too.

wonderin.
how many would attend my funeral?
how many will rmb mi -- e xiao ding dong.
aft many yrs, how many will still visit my tomb.

actually tt doesnt matter.
it will b betta for mi to disappear in e thin air.
cuz i will b with my grandma.
grandma will b there to look aft mi.
i m sure i will lead my life well dere.
she will take good care of mi.
(if she is still dere.)
god.
i miss her.
i wanna b with her tis v moment.
gimme the courage to b with her ryte now.


--i m jux a attention seekin freak.

i irritated her once again. ='(
i m sorry.
sobx.
its gonna b another slpless nyte.

stupid computer n its stupid internet connection.
its irritatin mi to e CORE.
bleahx.
givin so much prob.
dad workin till late nyte.
no one can help mi wit tis IDIOTIC com.
arghx.

went bugis wit sheryl.
yupx.
we went on a date.
for e first tym.
wahahax.
cuz everytym go out, kenneth will b dere.
but today he got sth on.
so we went w/o him.
n we felt so lonely ??!!
yupx.
so odd sia.
e first thing i said to sheryl aft we alighted was: so weird.
lolx.

actually we wanted to follow him to wherever he gg de.
budden.
he wanted to take a BUS!
lolx.
so we pulled his bag and dragged him to take train.
wahahax.
e scene so lmao.
mi n sheryl pulling e sling.
den he held his bag wit 2 hands.
lolx.
macam prisoner walkin.
hahax.
den we kidnap his mp3.
he bought 2 today,
n accidentally told us abt it.
wahahax.
so we kept one each.
n played hide n seek wit him at e platform.
lolx.
den we disturbed him thruout e journey.
wahahax.
n he looked lyt a 3yr kid being bullied by 2 da jiejie.
lolx.
den.
halfway.
felt tt i had gone a bit overboard, so i stopped.
bleahx.
i dun wan ppl to stare at mi lyt i m a barbarian.

reach bugis village le.
mi n sheryl decided to look for bags.
wahahax.
saw one bag.
so nice.
looks lyt pinda de.
budden e one we saw has a diff design.
so we bargained e price.
n bought 1 each.
wahahax.
cool~
i m still admiring at it man.

den we went to COLD STORAGE.
yupx.
supermarket.
2 aunties doin their shoppings.
bleahx.
den sheryl saw tis honey B's cornflakes.
heyhey.
sum stupid ideas came up again.
lolx.
we r gg to give it to kenneth on children's day,
(since he INSIST he is still a child.)
cuz it has tigger on it.
wahahax.
n mayb tgt wit e elmo toy we saw at kiddy palace.
e one tt toks rubbish when u shake it hard.
lolx.

-- she tried her best to be perfect for mi. she reali did. n i noe. it was mi who resented it. it was mi who was unable to act as nth had happened. sorry. i m reali sorry. but its too late. be it her attempts or my apologises. if we could just turn back e tym. --

so tired now.
but cant go slp.
haix.
dunno lehx.
so early nia.
haben even 11.
if go slp now, so weird.
lolx.

today ae n e lecture.
damn slack.
lolx.
mi n sheryl bought mac up.
cuz i woke up real late den din eat breakfast.
(even though got morning call. =X)
i doze off aft answerin e call.
lolx.
den 10 mins ltr den omg!!!
hehex.
ok.
den aft finish eating our yummy delicious breakfast,
mi n sheryl went to c our prince charming.
yupx.
we two keep dozing off.
den e class so quiet today.
(bleahx. we r e noise pollutants. but who cares? =p)
omg.
e whole lecture, we two dunno wad e hell happened.
hehex.

den aft prac,
hafta decide whether wanna go canoe not.
cuz lyt v tired.
wan go home slp de.
budden a part of mi wanted to go.
bleahx.
i dun lyt ta decide on things de.
den haix.
make nanc, sharon, pz n kenneth so sian diao.
cuz i was lyt...
so lost lyt tt.
budden.
i reali sux at it.
so we went to cafe to pei pz n sharon to haf their tea.
n we drew lots dere.
lolx.
(i started it. =p)
e lots asked mi to go.
lolx.
pz ask mi to go.
sharon ask mi to go.
nanc ask mi to go.
jia ask mi to go.
hehex.
budden.
i still too lazy to go.
hehex.
cuz reali v tired.
den i wanna do revision on ae n e FOR E FIRST TYM...
so.
i backed out.
=X
sorry jia.
hehex.

den went woodlands lib ALONE.
such a miracle man.
lolx.
study a bit of e notes.
den went home.
jux dun feel lyt gg home at such a weird? tym.

bleahx.
luckily i din.
ar bo.
i will b in a v bad mood now.
yupx.
dun wanna tok abt it now.
yea.
i go oink le.
cuz...
its PAST ELEVEN le.
wahahax...
nytex to all out dere.
swit dreamx.
<<..SMILEX..>>

jux send jia home.
wahahax.
i pon daiko. =X
den she pon tennis. =p
wahahax.
cuz v tired.
ystd din slp well.
practically tossing n turning for e whole nyte.
haix.
dunno wad happen aso.

den she was lyt: so early go home.
weird weird de.
so aft eating long john,
we went back to ytss.
to di siao e teachers.
budden.
dey havin term test.
den haix.
dun wan disturb e teachers.
so we find ms low le
den went my hus.
wahahax.

eh.
i first tym do so many hw at home lor.
lolx.
all thx to tt ger.
hahax.
reach my hus.
play com a while nia.
den we do ae n e le.
wahahax.

omg.
ate so much junks today.
lolx.
breakfast--> m&m choco.
lunch--> ljs
tea break-->tidbits.
den heard from my di.
dinner aso junk.
lolx.
luckily tml gg to tt canoe trainin.
(ermx. yesh. i gg again. =X)
hahax.
den can exercise abit.
wahahax.

kkx.
gg shower le.
finaLLy...
=p =p

i survived on 2 small pieces of bread, a kit kat, one cup of milo and less den 500ml of water for the whole of today.
say i rocks!

finaLLy f0unD my tears.
wohoo~
thx mum.
u noe.
now.
i feel lyt forcing my breakfast outta my throat,
jux for e sake of torturing myself.
yupx.
mayb.
i can consider banging my head on e mirror in ur bathroom.
den u n i shall c blood.
yesh.
blood dripping from e top of my head.
down my eyes.
bloody head.
how nice.
IMAGINE it.
oh nah.
dere isnt a nid to.
u shall c it ltr.
i gg to try it out.
WHEN U GET BACK HOME.
i m sick n insane.
wadeva.
i dun care.
so u leave mi alone.
whether u wanna care abt mi or not.
i dun giv it a damn.
u r pissed.
so m i.
send mi for counselling if u wan.
its not as if i care.
yupx.
even betta.
send mi to a gers' home.
den i can save e trouble of tinkin of ways to torture myself.
yupx.
mayb.
i could pick up drugs.
n everything.
cutting.
fighting.
pulling each other's hair sounds cool.
wadeva.
its not as if u care.
n. its not as if i nid UR care.
i m not yearnin for it.
i will not yearn for it.
i hav not been yearning for it.
i m lying.
wadeva.
so CALL E POLICE ryte now.
den i shall b lock up for lying.
who cares anyway.
but pls.
e curry rice in kranji taste betta.
SO U JOLLY WELL SEND MI DERE.


god damn it.
juz leave mi alone.

haix.
suggested some stupid ideas.
den end up.
hai ppl quarrel.
=(
i din mean it.
budden.
wads e use of sayin sorry when e trouble has been created.
haix.
all i can say is.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.
sorry.

forget it.
u n i noe tt sorry wun solve probs.
arghx.
wad to do??!!



if i hav an eraser, that can erase history... i will erase all dese away.
i only wan all of us to b lyt before... ... ...
even if it will come along with big sacrifices.
i dun mind.
cheers. (",)

tt guy who used to bully mi in p4 still recognise mi!!!
wahahax.
saw him at e market.
den i was lyt.
tis guy so familiar.
'oh! it was him. lolx.'
how gd will it b if primary and secondary skl hav graduates' nite.
cool ryte.
den u will haf e chance to c ur pals.
n haf a get along session.
hehex.
kkx.
daydreamin again. =X

i went home so early on a friday aftnn.
wahahax.
such a miracle man.
was home before 230pm.
hehex.
feel so weird man.
cuz tis whole wk lyt everyday so late den reach home.
today out of a sudden.
so guai.
hahax.
cuz today.
mi n sheryl dunno where to go.
lolx.
den i was so tired from ystd training.
plus i HABEN DONE ANYTHING for my dear MIP assignment.
so hafta rush home do.
lolx.
omg.
my whole body aches more now.
one big tight slap on my back.
i guarantee u.
i will be smashed into pieces. =D

oh yah.
i was punctual for my cppa tutorial for the FIRST time in my skl term!!!
CheErs for mi man.
lolx.

ouch.
my hand hurts.
heyhey.
budden i survived from e canoe training.

its crazy.
real hell.
imagine urself not exercising for lyt more den half a yr.
den.
go dere.
run abt 7 rounds ard e sports complex.
(we lost count. so abt 7. =D)

den.
did 70 push ups.
wth.
in e past
max was 50.
n my knee hurts as a result.

aft which.
we were asked to do some stretchings.
(tt was OK. =) )
wahahax.
followed by inclined.
omg.
e total no of inclined i did was lyt 100??!!!
luckily. not all at one go.
or i will faint on e spot.
=D

ok.
tis is e interesting part.
we were den asked to sit down in circle.
stretch out both our hands.
n start to count e starx in front of us.
lolx.
ok.
wat it means was.
to hold ur hand in e air.
both hands.
straight.
it sounds easy.
but try holding it for lyt 21 x 20 seconds.
dere r 21 humans dere.
n each of us r asked to count 20 counts.
smilex.
ermx.
to add on.
tis is not e end.
=D
we did a little stretching.
den CONTINUE with 30 counts each.
i luv dem man.

den.
we did some 'paddling' wit e wooden poles.
lolx.
mi n jia look lyt fools man.
wahahax.
n we still hav e cheek to tell e guy,
we hav got 1 star. =D
hahax.
den.
end up we fooled ard instead of doin e proper way.

we were asked to gather aft tt.
tinkin tt is was e end,
we were smiling to each other. =D
e widest eva.
e nightmare followed.
we were asked to go to our pumping position.
n to do 100 push ups.
(punishment.)
OMG>
our knees r lyt so pain from jux now tt 70 push ups.
luckily.
we can place out dear knees on our shoe.
or else,
i dunno how i m gg to continue.
lolx.

e sir was kind enuff to deduct 20 halfway thru.
lolx.
we did 80 instead.
followed by stretching again.
wahahax.
hey.
it was tough.
yupx.
but we enjoyed it.
hehex.
now tinkin...
whether to continue..
if we did.
heyhey.
we will b in great shape.
wohoo~~~~
lolx.

shit.
i m late.
late for cppa tutorial again.
god.
i gonna rush.
if not.
tt cppa teacher gonna kill us. =D
ermx.
i still dunno whether she is mrs choo, mdm choo, mrs ong or mdm ong.
lolx.
bleahx.
i dun nid to noe anyway.
lolx.

early morning.
rain.
heavy rain summore.
so sian diao.
den nvr bring umbrella.
lolx.
at first no rain de.
walk halfway to mrt station.
DOGS N CATS came flyin down. =X
luckily.
got one malay lady.
so kind.
share her umbrella wit mi.
so touched sia.
thx lots man!! =D

den prac.
wah.
yoshika was v late.
hafta do e prac alone first.
lolx.
den mi n pz went toilet.
while mr whey was briefin e expt.
hahax.
come bac from toilet.
keep askin ard.
do wat do wat.
lolx.

den prac finish.
half of e class decided to pon e other lessons.
=X we r so bad.
lolx.
5 gers 5 guys went out of skl.
wahahax.
budden.
we all so undecisive lor.
took more den 1/2 hr to decide where to go. =.=
den sheryl n mi was lyt.
gettin more n more sian diaox.
in e end.
mi sheryl da kor kor n xiao kor kor went cine.
pz sharon nanc siang wee keng guan went jurong.
we wanted to watch movie.
dey wanted pool.
so we went separate ways. =(

den reach orchard.
wah.
so many reds.
den sian diaox.
went up to buy tix.
so many humans.
arghx.
den but tix le.
went kpool.
c e 2 guys play.
lolx.
yupx.
mi n sheryl stood dere to c dem play. =D
den halfway, we went to pretty in tokyo.
wahahax.
den stupid poses again.
go sheryl frenster c.
lolx.
she posted e pics le.
hahax.

den go back.
still playin.
den da kor kor was lyt.
play.
play.
den i giv up rejectin.
hahax.
play a game wit xiao kor kor.
den tt sheryl.
beat her to death she aso dun wan play.
lolx.

den aft tt.
we went to watch movie.
weddin crashers.
omg.
tt show.
deserves e title: NC 16
shant elaborate it.
for further details,
approach e other 2 guys who watched it wit us...
lolx.

den mi n sheryl.
went back skl.
at 6pm.
nice huh.
to go for e genie concert.
its ok.
jux tt.
it started late.
e songs r lyt...
not e kinda we listened to.
e chair is not as comfy as cathay's.
e "DJ" or wadeva name u gave tt person is so lame.
e games dey played.
so bo liao.
yupx. tts all abt e concert.
den aft tt.
mi n sheryl.
macam two dong dong.
went to queue up for e autograph.
lolx.

went fc4 for dinner.
omg.
was starved to death.
so hungry.
den aft we finished our food.
we realised.
we r e ONLY customers in e whole foodcourt.
hahax.
all e stalls r closed by den.
lolx.
den we hurried back home.
wahahax.

so lan diao now.
tt bro of mine.
say wan countdown for national day.
budden.
now --> pig liaox.
nice.
nvm.
i gonna kick him awake 2 mins b4 12mn.
say happy national day to him.
wahahax.
bleahx.

i dun feel lyt doin anything.
no homework.
no project.
no food.
no skl.
no nap.
no tv.
nth.
yup.
i jux feel lyt sittin on my bed.
n stare at e ceiling.
again. =D
hopefully.
perfect ten will broadcast 'big big world' repeatedly.
(which is obviously impossible.)
till i finally doze off.
mayb i shall jux on tt damn radio to try my luck.

dunno wads rong wit mi.
dun wanna find out e reason either.
jux hope tt e tym will stop.
so i can stare foreva.
wadeva it is.
off i go.

wahlao.
tt nanc.
say wan discuss tt dong dong mip proj online de.
say meet 930pm.
den now, 1010 le.
she still mia.
nice.
den mi n sheryl wan slp le lor.
so tired.
NANC. hurry come online!!!


today.
CPPA. mi n yoshika late again.
lolx.
ok.
we r e late queens.
wad ya wanna do man?
lolx.
den e cppa teacher was lyt.
late again. =X
pls b earlier nxt tym.
ur lesson starts at 10am.
not 1010am =D
den e 3 of us. (kenneth waited for us.)
so paiseh sia.
lolx.
budden.
wad to do???!!!
someone pls teach us to b early.
esp for FRIDAY lessons!!!
wahahax.


den aft skl -- SHOPPIN..
again.
wahahax.
den today.
i brought cash.
hahax.
went causeway wit sheryl n kenneth.
went to eat yoshinoya.
wahahax.
so nice.
mi n sheryl lyt order so many things.
salmon bowl -- mi
terriyaki chicken -- sheryl
den we shared hoki fish n e spicy tori.
so nice.
yum yum.
i still tinkin of it man.
hahax.


aft tt.
we went KIDDY PALACE.
mi n sheryl's fav hangout.
wahahax.
den we saw BARNEY.
e purple hippo.
lolx.
den we went to play wit it.
lolx.
den play halfway
sheryl shook tis elmo accidentally.
den it luff.
lolx.
den e sound so funny sia.
so mi n sheryl keep shakin it.
den both elmos make funny funny sound.
den e 3 of us r lyt.
back to e days of young kids.
luffing lyt mad.
den e kids dere was lyt starin at us --> e siaox da kor kor n jie jie.
wahahax.
so malu sia.
bud we dun care.
den we went to bought some 3 yr old kids de toys.
hahax.
gonna giv dem to BIG CHILDREN.
sure get scolded for wastin money de.
lolx.
budden. nvm.
we had fun.

den we went level by level to shop for out accessories.
hahax.
went in mini bits.
den mi n sheryl was lyt.
omg. which one to buy.
dere r so many designs.
den we so greedy sia.
wanted anklets, bracelets, necklaces, earrings.
hahax.


den we went to look for kenneth de shirt.
hahax.
aft tt, we went home.


now.
i m stuck in tis small chair in front of e com
discussin abt e stupidest proj eva.
MIP.
arghx.
i gonna strangle Lau HH wit e tubes he showed us.
nanc gonna whack him wit e fishin rod.
we r violent.
but who cares.
who ask him make our life so diff.
humph.
i wan go oink le.
i dun care le.
prepared to flunk tis module anyway.
=P

hahax.
saw baolong durin lunch today.
den.
mi n sheryl saw him wit a balloon sculpture.
hahax.
so, i requested him to giv it to mi.
lolx.
n he agreed.
wahahax.
den mi n sheryl played wit it.


aft lunch,
saw yoshika dey all.
so i put it on yoshika's head.
den, da kor kor dey all aso come to fc 2.
den we fooled ard wit tt balloon.
puttin it onto whoeva's head we saw.
lolx.
dey looked so cute in it, man.


den durin ae n e prac,
tt kong kong so cute sia.
keep askin us to eat carrot.
den keep askin mi n yoshika go imh.
"eh kong kong, we r already e long term patients dere okie?"
e prac was quite fun.
den towards e end.
sth funny happened.
judy n nanc suddenly called out.
say their capacitor de voltage increases when it was supposed to b a discharging process.
den kong kong went to c whether dere is any mistakes.
den couldnt find out e prob.
so e two went to measure only e capacitor.
den dey realised tt e capacitor is chargin by itself.
den judy happily picked up e multimeter to show us.
n her expression so funny lohx.
wahahax.


den aft tt,
i meet jia at mrt station.
go shopping!!!
(when i din bring $$ out. how nice.)
den we went heeren.
wan go find slippers for her.
den i saw tis pencil case.
so cool sia.
but v bulky n big.
so din buy. =X
den i bought tis earring.
safety pin de design de.
omg.
so nice.
my mum wanted to buy sth similar de.
hahax.
den i suan her when i reach home.
lolx.


den we went taka.
go mum mum.
lolx.
her jap set.
so nice.
ok.
i took only 2 to 3 mouthfuls?
budden e seafood de sauce reali v nice.
hmmm.
i gonna drag her dere again nxt wk.
lolx.
den i bought tako pachi den we share.
how heavenly.
hahax.
den eat halfway.
she told mi sth.
"i sick lehx"
hahax.
den i reminded her tt i was sick too.
lolx
den she was lyt
oh god.
she flu i cough.
den suay suay i pass my cough to her den she pass her flu to mine.
den we will b SO sick sia.
hahax.
den we saw tis cheesecake, mushroom shape de.
so cutex. n real aso.
i tink it will taste nice too lohx.
wahahax. cuz is CHEESECAKE. =D


den we go e TOY FAIR.
yesh.
TOY FAIR.
wahahax.
den we macam 5 yr old kids lyt tt.
jump at e sight of every toy.
hahax.
saw tis dog.
so cute.
tap its head den it will shake its head de.
hahax.
den we go explore e toys dere.
so many toys sia.
den play play le.
c e tym.
wah.
5 plus le.
haix.
tml got skl.
muz go home le.
den we left. =(


but.
hahax.
we gonna go dere again nxt wk.
i dun care.
i wanna go again....
i wanna eat e rare cheese thingy.
i wanna eat e jap food.
i wanna buy soooo many things aso.
i wan e anklet, e necklace, e bracelet, e earrings.
ya. n a bag too!!!!
omg.
i wan go shoppin again!!!
wahahax.
nvm.
tml gg cwp wit sheryl.
hahax.
den can go 'feng kuang' shoppin again. =D
n kor, ya not gonna stop mi. =p
bleahx. who say sick ppl cant go out de.
*stick out my tongue* neh neh ni pu pu!!!


~ps. wanna noe where did e balloon went when we go shoppin? wahahax.
we carried it along wit us.
yup. all e way from somerset to orchard mrt.
correction.
is all e way from dover to somerset to orchard and back to yishun. =D
wahahax.
k. i look lyt a kid.
who cares man.
its a blessin tt i din wear it on my head thruout e journey lyt wad kong ask mi to do lohx. =P

arghx.
sianx.
today
apchem quiz.
haix.
dun wanna comment abt it.
no use commentin anyway.


den aft tt,
mi, jia, sheryl, sharon, baolong, nanc went home tgt.
den e jia.
so omg lor.
shant comment wad she did.
jux tt
we threw our face on e train.
=D


ya. Dr soo de snickers still in my fridge.
god.
spend 5 mins starin at it when i opened e fridge.


devil: eat it.
angel: no. u r sick.
devil: who cares?
angel: no. persevere to e end.
devil: its so nice.
angel: *shake heads* dun do it. you will regret.


finally, angel won.
i slammed e door of e fridge.
n dad stared at mi. =X


dad --> e fridge wun spoil so fast de la.
worse cum to worst, buy a new one lor. =D
cuz wit mi ard, its a sooner or ltr thingy. =D

no chocolates
no durians
no crackers
no milo
no eggs
no pratas
no goreng pisang
no ice cream
no apple pie
no fried food
no tidbits
no cold drinks
no 'you tiao'
no coffee
no late nights

omg.
how can i survived w/o ALL THESE???
arghx.
tts e fate of being sick
n i hate it.
yucks.
mum discovered tis evening
aft i hav been coughing for 3 days?!
ok.
she is back from malaysia only tis morning.
=X
*pray hard*
she is not gonna bring mi c doc.
i hate docs.
i hate e medicine dey prescribe.
arghx.
so i betta drink more h2o
slp early,
n refrain myself from all those listed.
=(

n
dr soo is so gd today.
he gave us a bar of chocolate each.
cuz is our last prac. =D
but i can only stare at it. ='(
but no nid c him le wor.
wahhahax.
it's such a relief.
no more craps n long winded 'story' from him.
no nid tink of stupid safety precautions.
wahahax.
tts a nicer life. =D
ermx.
i noe i sounded BAD.
but tts e truth.
wahahax.

budden.
tml got ap chem quiz.
so sianx.
wad a nice way to start a new term.
gonna flunk it.
cuz.
i hav been tokkin to sheryl chong shih yuin
since e 2nd wk of studies.
=D
but i dun blame her.
lolx.
w/o her,
i will most probably end up slpin anyway.
lolx.
hmmm...
xiao zhuzhu.
CANNOT SLACK LE LA
lyt tt exams how???
die tgt arx?
or u reali wanna transfer to nursing le?
wahahax.

kkx.
gotta go back to reality.
to revise for tt stupid quiz.
arghx.
hopefully.
i will pass.
pray for mi.
=)