was lectured by a fren ystd nyte.
i cant recall the exact conversation we had.
but, wad tt fren wan mi to do was
to grow up in my thinkin.
yesh.
i admit tt i behaved more lyt a 3 yr old kid at tyms
nvr wanted to grow up.
yesh.
cuz i missed my childhood.
yesh.
tis is an excuse i noe it.
call mi childish.
call mi a fool.
wadeva u wan.
tts me.
but
come to tink of it,
u r right.
i cant expect sum1 to b dere for mi all e tym
i cant expect sum1 to b dere to ask mi to take my medicine when i m sick n to slp early every nyte jux lyt wad my dad is doin now.
mayb.
mayb i shld tink it thru.
out of a sudden
i realised
i was nth but a burden to my parents.
takin care of a gd for nth child
who doesnt wanna grow up.
sorry dad n mum.
i m a fishmonger.
yes i m.
i hope
deres still tym to turn bac.
now i noe.
y u guys always restrict mi.
deprived mi of e freedom tt i shld hav.
it was mi
who was e immature one all along.
i deserved wat i received.
but i promise.
i will change for e betta.
promise mi.
u will b dere to c my change.
promise mi.
u will not giv up on mi.
i luv ya,
mum n dad. =D
oh.
fren.
thx 4 e lecture u gave.
i noe u hate tt word.
but still, u deserved it.
dun wry abt mi.
i'll b fine.
as i promised.
thx for e concern ya gave.
ya one great fren of mine.
n hopefully, shall always b.
smilex. =D
tingx- 
spoke at : 4:25 p.m.