ha.
long tym since i blog.
actually. to tell e truth.
tis is onli a place for mi to vent my anger n share my joy.
nth else.
so if deres nth happenin round mi.
i wun blog.
tts me.
too bad.

went bac to taiping, malaysia
to visit my relatives n my grandma.
ok. it was during march.
n i been dere for abt 3 weeks.
(tts wat jia insisted.)
tts explained e no updates...
hehe.

noe wat.
2 of e closest ppl among me
(female) were betrayed by guys of theirs.
n yea.
1 of dem was married.
n hav children oreadi.
wat e heck
n e other.
engaged n preparin for e traditional weddin.
both.
both guys had another wife outside.
yea.
wat dey call 'xiao lao po'
how nice ryte?

all dose in OUR family.
(e big one of cuz)
looked so damn honest.
so damn.
no one had a look tt says:
"hey, i m a flirt"
no one.
yet.
2 betrayers.
i din ask for e details.
i hav no ryte to interfere.
n i dun wish to noe more.
but.
it was n is still very saddenin
to noe tt tis had happened.

i changed my views of guys partially.
reali.
i m affected by tis.
though i m not directly involved.
neither was i indirectly involved too.
but. i start to tink.
wat guys actually wan?
a gd housewife.
one is damn obedient?
or one tt brings liveliness in ur life?
or u juz wan one wife
who can provide ya needs for ur sexual desires?
or a wife who will make do wit everything ya do
n hopefully help ya tidy ya home?

if e ans is e 1st, find a dog as ur partner.
2nd, mayb ur e gdy guy which is gonna extinct.
3rd, prostitute makes ur best company.
4th, an indonesian maid can help ya wit tt.
(hopefully, u wun rape her so as to save some money.)

yea. i noe i m being sarcastic
n yes i m biased.
but
tts wat i feel now.
guys seems to b lyt beast to mi. nth else.
(ok. sorry dad. i dun mean it.
but i hope ur one of dose who r gonna extinct.)

though i can accept e fact tt
my e other half has another wife outside,
i still hope tt e guy can b at least truthful
to admit tt damn fact b4 gettin caught red handed?

i dunno. u may say tt my thinkin r damn tradition
but tts too bad.
mayb i was e emperor's e other half in e past?
haha. who noes ryte?

haix. rather not tok abt it.
arghx.