sumtyms cryin juz wun solve e prob.
haix.
quarrel wit moi parents last fri nite.
noe wat we quarrel abt?
abt whether jc is a gd choice for mi not.
haha.
cant imagine ba?
how cum we possibly quarrel wit such minor prob...
but.. tts e truth.
dey told mi tt jc not tt easy life...
say got lotsa stress... (hey. dey wanted mi to AVOID goin to poly aft listenin to tan teck hock de talk!)
when i ask dem wad will happen if i fail my gp n other subj all e way?
"u r gonna struggle ur way up. worse cum to worse, u leave skool to work wit an o level cert."
wth.
"den. if u din score up to expectation, i gonna hav ya grounded."
haha.
"wad if i go poly?"
"ya gonna do part tym job. i cant afford to pay for all ur fashions clothings n everything..."
if tts e case, i muz as well jump down e buildin n end my life.
contradicting yaself from e start to e end.
haix.
forget it.
wait till i find out whether e prob lies wit mi or ya.
haix.
now no mood type le...
energy-less...
spoke at : 6:00 p.m.
dReaMs
finally.
i spent
two whole months to finish a vcd wit onli
14 discs.
broke e longest record eva.
now.
finally. i finished watchin le. haha.
u noe wad??
i felt very
frustrated wit tis blog lo.
hav ta figure
so many things by myself.
n i m a computer
idiot.
haix.
e tagboard is not out yet.
no link no songs no animations
nth.
haix.
such a
failure.
nvm. i will
take my tym n figure everything out.
to bring e
best out of it. hehe.
wait for it. i will make tis
dream cum true.
tokkin abt dream,
wad i hoped,
usually appeared in my dreams.
ystd nite, i hav got tis weird dream.
a dream tt show tt e coldness ya showed to mi was bcuz ya wanna giv mi up already.
ya
leavin mi so soon.
i cant bring myself to accept tis fact.
but perhaps, i shld face e
reality n stop hopin to rely on ya.
its tym for mi to b
independent once again.
(izzit possible???)
though i
hate tt feelin, but my dream had showed mi tt i shld
leave ya.
n dreams do cum true.
i dun wan tt to happen, so i guess i shld reali reali
forget abt ya.
bye 'fren'!
ya gonna b off my mind...
spoke at : 2:23 p.m.
tingx-